I withdrew to ponder. I had been in continuous if desultory communication
with my sisters during all my time abroad, and no mention of Regina Barry
had ever escaped either. I had not supposed that they knew one another. I
couldn’t bring myself to believe that I had been under the same roof with
her at Taplow and had not been aware of it. And here she was on board
the ship on which I was returning home, and able to come to my aid at a
minute when I wanted help.
I had often wished that some of my New York correspondents would speak of
her, but no one ever had. Except in the case of Cantyre this was hardly
strange, for—apart from Hilda Grace, who never wrote to me—no one knew
that Regina Barry and I had meant anything to each other. If Cantyre had
spoken of her, it would have been on his own account; but confidential
as he was in private talk, his letters were never more than a few terse
lines. So I had rather bitterly imagined her as going on with the testing
of other men, as she had tested Jim Hunter, Cantyre, and me—trying them
and finding them wanting. In ungenerous moments I went so far as to hope
that Nemesis might overtake her in some tremendous passion in which she
herself would be tried and tossed aside.
It was, however, the second day out before I actually came face to face
with her. Her absence from the deck had been part of the mystery. Having
swung into the Mersey, we remained there all Sunday night—it was a Sunday
we had gone on board—and much of Monday. Accepting as necessary the
secrecy which in war-time enshrouds an Atlantic voyage, the passengers
had made themselves as comfortable as the conditions permitted, and taken
air and exercise by promenading the decks. There could have been no
better opportunity for finding familiar faces, but, apart from one or two
distant acquaintances, I saw none. The three nurses’ uniforms I had noted
already were continually about; but I never found the fourth.
And then on Tuesday, after we had lost sight of the Irish coast, there
was another queer little incident. As I could walk but little, I had been
reading in the music-room. Tired of doing that and eager to continue my
search for the missing uniform, I had limped to the doorway, screened by
a heavy portière, leading out toward the companionway. But while I stood
turning up the collar of my overcoat the portière was suddenly pulled
aside, and we were before each other, with a suggestion of a similar
occurrence three and a half years before.
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