The voyage, which had not been without the exciting stimulus of danger,
was successfully over. The west was actually reached, and the things
done left behind us. The things to be done were making our pulses beat
faster and our energies yearn forward. To-morrow with its summons to
activity was more keenly in our consciousness than to-day. Doctors,
nurses, returning soldiers, the sparse handful of business men—we were
already in heart ashore, walking in streets, riding in tram-cars, eating
in dining-rooms, sleeping in beds, taking part in hard work, and deeming
these things a privilege. Voices and laughter in the clear, still night,
and the clicking of heels on the deck, were part of the relief and
joyousness.
Late in the afternoon we had picked up the Nantucket light-ship, which
rested like a star on the water. Now the horizon was being strung with
beads of light, one, two, three, or little clusters at a time, behind
which we knew that advancing night was lighting myriads of lamps all
the way to the Pacific. On the Atlantic coast it was already dark, with
cities and towns ablaze, and villages and farm-houses lit by kindly,
shimmering windows. In the Middle West it was twilight, with electrics
spangling the office-buildings here and there, and pale-gold flowers
strewn over the prairie floors. Beyond the Mississippi it would still be
day, but day dissolving gorgeously, softly, into sunset and moonrise and
the everlasting magic of the stars.
As she and I hung over the deck rail side by side we felt ourselves on
the edge of wonders. The Old World was in need of us, and we were in need
of the New. To us who were New World born, and who were coming back to
generous, easy-going welcome after the unspeakable things we had seen,
the craving for New World brotherhood and vigor was like that of hunger
or thirst. This much we admitted in so many words—even she.
She was still elusive; she was still mysterious. Though during the past
few days she had not resisted a certain habit as to the place and hour
at which we should find ourselves together and had been willing to talk
freely on any theme connected with the cause, she took flight from a hint
of the personal, like a bird at an approaching footstep.
Nevertheless, she was so far responsive as to say in answer to some
question of mine, “My immediate plans—”
I broke in abruptly, “Let me tell you about your immediate plans.”
As the deck was faintly illuminated, since we were again sailing with
lights, I saw that change in her eyes which comes when a fire on a hearth
bursts into a conflagration.
Probably my tone and the change in my manner had startled her.
“You? What?” she began, confusedly.
“I’ll tell you what your plans are; but before that let me tell you
something else.”
She put up her hand. “Wait! Don’t—”
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