“It would be one of those nine days’ wonders that last all your life.
She’d be done for.” She went on in another key. “But, of course, her
father and mother wouldn’t let her. They’re delighted. He’s very well
off—and a good fellow, who’ll give her everything she wants.”
“But what good will that do if she doesn’t care for him?”
Her animation went into the eclipse that always came over her when she
touched the heart of things.
“What makes you think she doesn’t—if it’s not a rude question?”
“The fact that she turned him down before.”
She broke in with that directness which she never hesitated to make use
of when the time came.
“You don’t think she cares anything about you?”
I considered two or three ways of meeting this, the one I adopted being
to put on a rather inane smile.
“What if she did?”
“She’d just have to get over it, that’s all. You, too!”
“Why?”
“I needn’t tell you why. You must see for yourself. Or, rather, I’ve told
you already. There are ways in which an engagement is more important than
a marriage—any engagement; and when it’s a second engagement to the same
man—If she’d been married to him, and couldn’t get along, why, no one
would think the worse of her if she got a divorce and married some one
else. She would have given him a try; she would have done her best. But
just to take him up and put him down, and take him up and put him down
again, without trying him at all—my dear Frank, it isn’t done!”
“But suppose we did it?”
“In that case it might be the world well lost for love—but the world
would be lost; and you needn’t be under any misconception about it.
Personally I’d stand by any one through almost anything; I have stood
by Regina in the past when lots of other women have given her the cold
shoulder because of her—”
“Call it anything you like. Most of us have other names for it. All I
want to say now is that I wouldn’t stand by her in this; nor by you,
either. If you had come to me when you were in your other troubles—three
or four years ago—you’d have found me just the same as if you’d been
keeping straight. Any one can go to the bad. There isn’t a family that
hasn’t some one who’s done it. But this would be the kind of thing—
Frank, old boy, I’m telling you right now, so that you’ll know where you
stand with me. I’d have to be the first to cut you both.”
To this there were several retorts I could have made, any of them quite
crushing to Annette; but I was thinking of the practical difficulties
before us. The rôle of unscrupulous coquette was the last in which Regina
would care to appear; that of cad was equally distasteful to me. Had it
been possible to make one plunge and be over with it, it would have been
different; as it was, the preliminaries—the facing of all the people who
would have to be faced—the explaining all the things that would have to
be explained—couldn’t but be devilish.
I was just beginning, “Why should you assume that we are thinking of any
such thing—?”
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