“Well, I don’t mind this once, Regina; but I can’t have it going on....
Yes, I know it’s an accident; but it’s an accident that mustn’t continue
to happen. The very fact that he’s my cousin obliges me to be the more
careful. It wouldn’t be fair to your father and mother if I were to let
you come here—”
“But, Annette, this once is all I’m asking for.”
“And all I mean to grant.”
I could tell by Annette’s voice that she was retreating to another room,
so that by the time I entered Regina stood there alone. Before I knew
what I was doing I held both her hands in mine and was kissing them.
It is an odd fact that on raising my eyes I saw her features for the
first time since that summer afternoon at Rosyth. On board ship she had
always worn the yashmak; and on the dock she had been too far away to
allow of my seeing more than that she was there.
The face I saw now was not like Annette’s, untouched by the passage of
time and suffering and world agony. You might have said that in its
shadows and lines and intensities the whole history of the epoch was
expressed. It was one of those twentieth-century faces—they are women’s
faces, as a rule—on which the heroic in our time has stamped itself in
lineaments which neither paint nor marble could reproduce. It flashed on
me that the transmigrated soul had traveled farther than I had suspected.
I don’t know what we said to each other at first. They were no more
than broken things, not to be set down by the pen. When I came to the
consciousness of my actual words I was saying, “I’m going to make you,
Regina; I’m going to make you.”
She responded like a child who recognizes power, but has no questionings
as to right and wrong.
“Are you, Frank? How?”
“In any way that suggests itself.” I added, helplessly, “I don’t know
how.”
“I’ll do whatever you tell me,” she said, simply and submissively.
“Then will you just walk away with me some afternoon—and be
married—without saying anything to any one?”
“If you say so.”
“When shall we do it?”
“Whenever you like.”
“Next week?”
“If that suits you.”
“Would it suit you?”
She bent her head and was silent. I repeated the question with more
insistence.
“Would it suit you, Regina?”
“There’s no question of suiting me. I’ve got myself where I can’t be”—she
smiled, a twitching, nervous smile—“where I can’t be suited.”
“Do you mean that you’d come with me—when you wouldn’t want to?”
“Something like that.”
“Why should you?”
“I’ve told you that. I’ve—I’ve let you see it—in what I’ve been doing for
the past two years.”
“So that I’m absolutely master?”
“That’s it.”
I turned away from her, walking to the other end of the long room. When I
came back she was standing as I had left her, humbly, with eyes downcast,
like a slave-girl put up for sale.
I paused in front of her.
“Do you know that your abandonment of will puts us both in an
extraordinary position?”
“Yes.” She went on presently, “But I know, too, that where you’re
concerned my will-power has left me.”
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