With this sense of release came a sense of energy. I was given back to my
mission; my mission was given back to me. That which for lack of a more
humble term I can only call the spirit of consecration took hold of me
again and made me its own. The aims for which the war was being fought
were my aims; I had no others. When these objectives were won my life, it
seemed to me, would be over. It would melt away in that victory as dawn
into sunrise. It would not be lost; it would only be absorbed—a spark in
the blaze of noonday.
And as for love—well, after all, there was the moratorium of love. My lot
in this respect—if it was to be my lot—would be no harder than that of
millions of other men the wide world over. Love was no longer the first
of a man’s considerations, not any more than the earning of a living
could be the first. It might be a higher thing for her—a higher thing for
me—to give it up.
Turning these things over in my mind and wondering vaguely what might
be awaiting me at the apartment, I said nothing to Lovey as we trundled
homeward in a taxicab; nor did Lovey say anything to me.
It was only when we got out of the lift and he had turned the key in our
own door that he said, with sudden energy: “Slim, I’ll be yer servant
right down to the very ground.”
“Oh no, you won’t be, Lovey,” I returned, deprecatingly. “We’re fellas
together. We’re buddies. We’ll be buddies as long as we live.”
He slapped his leg with a cackle that was, as nearly as his old lungs
could make it, a heartfelt, mirthful laugh.
“There! Didn’t I tell you? That’s what I’ve been a-waitin’ for; and the
Lord has give it to me at last. He can’t do much more for me now—not till
He takes me ’ome, like.” He raised his sharp profile and sniffed. “I
smell it, Slim—a kind o’ stuffy smell it is now—but I ain’t mistook in
it. And now, Slim,” he went on, triumphantly, as he threw the door open
and entered before me to turn on the lights—“and now, Slim, what you’re
a-waitin’ for is—is waitin’ ’ere for you.”
I knew it couldn’t be Regina that Lovey was caging in these overheated
rooms, since she wouldn’t be sitting in the dark.
_CHAPTER XXVIII_
It was not Regina Barry who was waiting for me, but it was the next best
thing.
Lovey stood off and pointed to it as it lay, white and oblong, on the
sitting-room table.
“Give it to me with ’er own ’and,” he said, mysteriously. “Druv up to the
door and asked the janitor to call me down. Told me to tell you that it
wouldn’t be at ’alf past four, as she says in the note, but at five, and
’oped you wouldn’t keep ’er waitin’.”
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