I left him alone because there was nothing I could do for him, but when
I went to Jephson he was lying on his back, his knees drawn up, and
his face twisted into the strangest, most agonized, most heavenly and
ecstatic smile you can imagine on a human face.
Then there was a young fellow running at the head of his platoon, a slim
young fellow with flaxen hair and a face like a bright angel’s, who had
been a crack sprinter at McGill. He was long after my time, of course;
but I had known his family, and since being in the neighborhood of Ypres
I had seen him from time to time. He was not made for a soldier, but a
brave young soldier he had become, surmounting fear, repulsion, and all
that was hideous to a sensitive soul like his, and establishing those
relations with his men that are dearer in many ways than ties of blood.
The picture I retain, and which came back to me now, is of his running
while his men followed him. It was so common a sight that I would hardly
have watched it if it had been any one but him. And then, for no reason
evident to me, just as if it was part of the order of the day, he threw
up his arms, tottered on a few steps, and went tumbling in the mud, face
downward.
With the rapidity of a cinema the scene changed to something else I had
witnessed. It was the day I got my dose of shrapnel in the foot. Lying
near me was a colonel named Blenkins. Farther off there lay a sergeant
in his regiment named Day. Day had for Blenkins the kind of admiration
that often exists between man and officer for which there is no other
name than worship. Slowly, painfully, dying, the non-com. dragged himself
over the scarred ground and laid his head on the dying colonel’s heart.
Painfully, slowly, the dying colonel’s hand stole across the dying
non-com.’s breast; and in this embrace they slept.
Other memories of the same sort came back to me, disconnected, having no
reference to Lovey, or Cantyre, or Regina, or the present, beyond the
fact that they came out of the great life of which comradeship was a
token and the watchwords rang with generosity.
It was the world of the moment. Such things as I had been recalling had
happened that very night; they had happened that very morning; they would
happen through that day, and through the next day and the next—till their
purpose was accomplished. What that purpose was to be—But that I was to
learn a little later.
That is to say, a little later I got a light on the outlook which has
been sufficient for me to walk by; but of it I will tell you when the
time comes.
For in the mean time the tide was rising. As Lovey lay smiling himself
into heaven the national spirit was mounting and mounting, quietly,
tensely, with excitement held in leash till the day of the Lord was very
near at hand.
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