The tramp through the gale and spray would have been exhilarating were
it not that confidential things had to be thrown out into the tempest.
As we left the pavilion, however, a voice floated toward me from the
semi-darkness.
“Chair, boss?”
Another minute and we were seated side by side in the odd little
vehicle—something between a baby’s perambulator and a touring-car—with
the leather curtains buttoned to protect us, and a view through the
wind-shield of a long line of lights shining into fog. There was a
minute of surprise in the fact that, involuntarily expecting to go at a
heightened speed, we found ourselves literally creeping at the snail’s
pace which was the customary gait of our pusher.
But that was only subconscious. I took note of it without taking note of
it, to remember it when I pieced the circumstances together on returning
home. The one thing of which I was really aware was that in this curious
conveyance I was seated at her side, and able, as she sat half turned
toward me, to look her in the eyes.
Now that we were there, she lost some of her self-possession. After the
months in which I had been afraid of her she seemed suddenly to have
become afraid of me. Crouching back into her corner of the chair, she
grew small and apologetic.
“Mother made me come. She said some one ought to tell you.”
It was like a little cry—the cry of a child confessing before it is
accused. I could follow her mental action. She wanted me to understand
that nothing but _force majeure_ would have induced her to waylay a man
as he was coming home from work and take him in a kind of ambush.
Having once already talked with her at cross-purposes, I was careful to
let her state her message before betraying my conviction of what it was
to be.
“It’s very kind of Mrs. Barry,” I began, vaguely.
“You see, she likes you,” she broke in, impulsively. “If you had any
one belonging to you in this country I dare say she—But she’s awfully
maternal, mother is; and when Annette told her—”
“What did Annette tell her?”
“That’s it. Oh, Mr. Melbury, I’m so sorry that I should be the one to
bring the news.”
“If it’s bad news,” I said, encouragingly, “I’d rather have you to share
it with me than any one else in the world.”
She asked, abruptly, “Have you heard anything from home—lately?”
I had once more the sensation of the blood rushing back to my heart and
staying there. All I could do was to shake my head.
“That’s what Annette thought. We told her she ought to write to you.”
In my excitement I clutched her by the hand, but I think she was hardly
aware of the act any more than I.
“But what is it?”
“It’s—it’s about your father.”
“He’s not—he’s not—dead?”
She fell back again into her corner of the chair, withdrawing her hand.
I, too, fell back into my corner, staring out through the wind-shield.
Knowing that by not saying no she was really saying yes, I was obliged
not only to get possession of the fact, but to control my sense of it.
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