The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
Thereafter he often--for moments as brief as this first meeting--saw
the three again; and learnt to smile when he saw them, responsive to
the smiles they always had for him, and became accustomed to their
names of "Doctor" and "Sister" and "Nurse." It was "Nurse" who sat
beside him and held his hand. When he awoke--or whatever these brief
glimpses of these kind strangers were--he always awoke with that same
startled clutching as when he had first seen them. If it was only
the warm folding stuff that his hands felt he would cling on a
moment, vacantly terrified. When Nurse's hand was there he felt all
right at once and learnt to smile a kind of apology.
Once--or one day, he had no consciousness of time--when he thus
clutched and felt her hand and smiled, she said: "You shouldn't start
like that. You needn't now, you know."
"I don't know why I do," he told her.
She said: "I expect you're thinking of--"
But Mr. Wriford wasn't thinking at all. He was only rather vacantly
puzzled when he saw his three kind friends. Beyond that his mind
held neither thoughts nor dreams.
II
Thought came suddenly in a very roundabout way. Nurse had a very
childish face. Her skin was very pink and white, and her eyes very
blue, and there was something very childish, almost babyish, about
her soft brows and about her rosy mouth. Her face began to have a
place with Mr. Wriford, not only when he looked at it, but when he
was sleeping. When he was sleeping, though, it had a different body,
a different dress. It thus, in that different guise, was with him
when one day he awoke and saw her bending close over him, smiling at
him. He said at once, the word coming to him without any searching
for it, without conscious intention of pronouncing it: "Brida!"
She said "What?" Now thoughts were visibly struggling in his eyes.
Nurse could see them changing all the aspect of his face, as though
his eyes were a pool up into which, stirred by that word, thoughts
came streaming as stilly depths are stirred from their clearness by
some fish that darts along their floor and upward clouds their bed.
She turned her head and whispered sharply: "Sister!" then back to him
and asked him: "What a pretty name! Brida, did you say?"
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