The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
He had determined, writhing in those tortures of that night, at
daybreak to get out of it. He had promised himself, striving to
subdue his mental torments, that early morning, the house not yet
astir, should see him up and begone. Sleep betrayed him his promises
and his resolves. While he writhed and while he cried aloud to sleep
to come and rest his fevered writhings, she would not be won.
Towards morning she came to him. He awoke to find daylight, sounds
about the house, escape impossible.
His reception at breakfast in the little parlour changed his
intention. His reception made the desertion that now he intended
immediately he could leave the house as impossible as, now he saw,
escape at daybreak had been most base. He found in Mr. and Mrs.
Bickers and in Essie not the smallest trace of recognition that his
conduct upon the previous evening had been in the smallest degree
remiss. He found them proving in innumerable little ways that, as
Mrs. Bickers had told him, they liked their lodgers to be "one of us
like." Mr. Bickers proposes to walk with him towards Tower House
School in order to show him short cuts that will lessen the way by
five minutes. Mrs. Bickers inquires if she may go through his bundle
to see if any buttons or any darnings are required. Overnight he had
been made to put on a pair of Mr. Bickers' slippers. Essie has put a
new lace in one of his boots because one, when she was polishing the
boots, was "worn out a fair treat." How can he run away from them
without paying them in face of such kindness and confidence as all
this? "Glad you like bacon," says Essie, helping him generously from
the steaming dish she brings from the kitchen; and says to her
mother: "Haven't some of our lodgers bin fanciful, though? Oh, we
haven't half had some cautions!" and her eyes sparkle and her lips
twitch as though her merry mind is running over the entertainment
that some of the cautions have given.
No, there can be no desertion of his duties here after this. They
trust him. They accept him as "one of us like." Already he is
indebted to them. Until the week is out he is penniless and unable
to repay them. When his week is up he can thank them and pay them
and go. Till then, at whatever cost--and he will stiffen himself for
the future; he was ill and overwrought last night--he must stay and
earn and settle for the week for which he is committed.
"Ready?" says Mr. Bickers. "Time we was moving now."
Yes, he is quite ready. Essie runs to the shop door to open it for
them. Mrs. Bickers comes with them to see them off. Some cows are
being driven down the street. Essie stops with hand on the door to
watch them. "Now, Essie," says Mr. Bickers. Two cows lumber onto
the pavement. Mr. Wriford sees Essie's eyes sparkling and her lips
twitching as she watches.
Mr. Bickers again: "Now, Essie dear--Essie!"
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