The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
Walks with Essie are frequent now; and in the house talk with Essie
at all odd moments that bring them together. Jolly little Essie!
Mr. Wriford finds himself often thinking of her as that, and for that
quality always seeking her when moodiness oppresses him. Days pass
and there is a step in advance of this: good little Essie! Careless,
he realises himself, of what mood he takes to her. He can be silent
with her, depressed, oppressed, thinking, puzzling: Essie never
minds. He can be irritable with her and speak sharply to her: Essie
never minds. Essie is content just to rattle along and not be
answered, or, if that seems to vex him further, then just to occupy
herself with those bright, roving eyes of hers, and with those merry
thoughts which they pick up and reflect again in the movements of
those expressive lips. Days pass and his thoughts of her take yet a
further step: pretty little Essie!--Essie who likes to be kissed, who
sees "no odds to it," who likes to think somebody is fond of her!
She is jolly little Essie--always cheers him: "Oh, Arthur!" when for
an hour he has not spoken a word, or speaking, has snubbed her, "Oh,
Arthur! Just look at those dogs chasing! Oh, did you ever! Aren't
they funny, though! Let's have a laugh!" She is good little
Essie--never minds: "Well, whatever's the odds to that?" when
sometimes he apologises for having been ungracious. "I daresay I'm
not half a nuisance, chattering, when you want to be quiet. Why,
you're always quiet though, aren't you? I don't mind." She is
pretty little Essie: "Oo-oo!" cries Essie. "I say, though!" and
then, as on that first occasion, relaxes and gives him those pretty,
expressive lips of hers, and is warm and soft and clinging in his
arms; and then one day, when in his kiss she detects some ardour,
born, while he kisses her, of a sudden gathering realisation of his
frequent, his advancing thoughts of her, says to him softly,
snuggling to him: "What, are you fond of me, Arthur?"
More swiftly than the space of the inspiration of a single breath an
idea springs, fixes, spreads within him. It is determination of all
his thought of her in their advancing stages: it is swiftest look
from that vacant corner in the room of his life to Essie, always so
jolly, always so good, ah, so pretty, yielding in his arms. Swift as
a single breath it is. Why should not Essie fill that vacant place?
"What, are you fond of me, Arthur?"
Deep in his sudden thought he does not answer her. What sees she
responsive to her question in his eyes? She sees that which makes
her leave his grasp.
In her eyes he sees sudden moisture shining.
Deep in the sudden thought that has him--bemused as one that, in
earnest conversation with a friend, turns bemusedly to address a
remark to another, he says: "Hulloa, you're not crying, Essie?"
"Likely!" says Essie, blinking.
"You are, though. What's up?"
"That's the sun in my eyes."
"There's precious little sun."
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