The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
Necessary to face Mr. Bickers while he tells--to face that serene old
countenance, those steady eyes, that earnest voice. "Prayers aren't
always answered the way you expect, Arthur. You'll find that.
There's man's way of reckoning how a thing ought to be done, and
there's God's way. We'd had uncommon trouble, Mrs. Bickers an' me, a
score years back, and we prayed our ways for to ease it. Essie came.
God's way. Our Essie come to us a blessing straight out of heaven."
Necessary to face him, necessary to hear in his voice, to see in his
eyes, to watch in the radiation that fills up the careworn lines
about his mouth and on his brow--necessary to hear and to see there
what "Our Essie" means to him.
Necessary to say something.... To say what? Mr. Wriford can only
find the words he said yesterday to Mrs. Bickers. He says: "Yes, you
must be fond of Essie."
"Fond!" says Mr. Bickers. "I'll tell you this to it, Arthur. I'll
tell you just what our Essie is to us. There's a verse we say night
and morning, Mrs. Bickers an' me, when we're returning thanks for our
blessing: 'Through the tender mercy of our God, whereby the dayspring
from on high hath visited us.' That's our Essie."
The dayspring from on high! Irreverent, in Mr. Wriford's dim
recollection of the text, in its application to Essie. He tries to
laugh at it. How laugh at it? Dayspring--ah, that is she! She is
that in her perpetual vitality, in her bubbling, ceaseless,
bottomless well of spirits. She is that to him, and therefore he
requires her, requires her. Ah, she is that to them!
Scruples--scruples--infernal scruples--ridiculous scruples. He means
no harm to her. God knows he means nothing but happiness to her.
Yet the day passes. He defers his intention to post his letter till
after breakfast. He goes to school and defers it till the luncheon
hour. He goes then for a walk and defers it till he is coming home.
He comes home and brings his letter with him.
Scruples--damn them! Scruples--damn himself for entertaining them!
CHAPTER IX
NOT TO DECEIVE HER
I
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