The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
Mr. Puddlebox said aloud, in a whisper: "The tide!" It was the first
time since he had started out that he had thought of it. He looked
along the cliff. From where he stood, from where these rocky piers
began, the cliff, as he saw, began to stand outwards in a long bluff.
The further one went, the further the tide would.... He carried his
eyes a little to sea. Beneath the moon were white, uneasy lines.
That was where the sea swirled upon the barriers. He looked
downwards and saw the placid water welling, swelling beneath his feet.
"The tide," said Mr. Puddlebox again, again in a whisper. He
swallowed something that rose in his throat. He ran his tongue
around his lips, for they were dry. He shivered, for the
perspiration his long walk had induced now seemed to be running down
his body in very cold drops. He looked straight above him and at
once down to his feet again and moved his feet in steadying of his
balance: a sense of giddiness came from looking up that towering
height that towered so steeply as to appear hanging over him. He
looked along the way he had come; and he stood so close to the
cliff-face, and it bulked so enormously before him, that the bay he
had traversed seemed, by contrast, to sweep back immensely
far--immensely safe.
Mr. Puddlebox watched that safety with unmoving eyes as though he
were fascinated by it. The longer he watched the more it seemed to
draw him. He kept his eyes upon one distant spot, half way along the
bay and high up the shore, and his hypnotic state presented him to
himself sitting there--safe. Still with his eyes upon it he moved
across the narrow pier in its direction and sat down, legs dangling
towards the bay, in the first action of descending. He twisted about
to pursue the action, for he was a timid and unhandy climber who
would climb downwards facing his hold. As he came to his hands and
knees he went forward on them and looked across the fifty yards of
shingle-bank, the sea close up, that separated him from the next pier
of rocks. He was a creature of fear as he knelt there--a very figure
of very ugly fear, ungainly in his form that hung bulkily between his
arms and legs, white and loosely fat in his face that peered
timorously over the edge, cowardly and useless in his crouching,
shrinking pose.
He said aloud, his eyes on the distant barrier: "I'm as safe
there--for a peep--as I am here. I can get back. Even if I get wet
I can get back."
He shuffled forward and this time put his legs over the other side
and sat a while. Here the drop was not more than three feet beneath
the soles of his boots as they dangled. He drew them up. "If he's
safe, he's safe," said Mr. Puddlebox. "And if he's drowned, he's
drowned. Where's the sense of--"
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