The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
It was a very short way to the next barrier, and of the barrier very
short what was to be seen. The buttress of the cliff pressed
steadily out to what was no more than a little table of rock,
scarcely thicker above the surface than the thickness of a table-top,
then seemed to fall away. A trifle beyond the table there upstood a
detached pile of rock, rather like a pulpit and standing about a
pulpit's height above the water. That table--when it ran far out
along the shore--was where Mr. Puddlebox, looking back, had last seen
his loony stand. He remembered it, for he remembered the summit of
the pulpit rock that peered above it.
The idea to shout occurred to him. That low table seemed to mark a
corner. His loony might be beyond it. If he shouted-- He did not
dare to shout. Here, more than before, the intensity of the silence
possessed him. He did not dare to break it. Here, with no beach
visible, the water seemed profoundly dead in slumber.
"Why don't you break and roar?" said Mr. Puddlebox. "Why don't
you--" he held his breath and crept forward. He lowered himself and
caught his breath. His feet crunched upon the shingle bed, the water
stood above his knees, and while the stones still moved where he had
disturbed them he stood perfectly still. When they had settled he
began to move, sideways, very slowly, his back against the cliff.
Each sidelong step took him deeper; at each he more sharply caught
his breath. It seemed to him as though the cliff were actually
pressing him forward with huge hands. He pressed against it with all
his force as though to hold it back. It thrust him, thrust him,
thrust him. He was deep to his thighs. He was deep to his waist.
"Water takes your breath," Mr. Puddlebox had said. At each deepening
step more violently his breath seemed to be taken, more clutchingly
had to be recalled. He was above his waist. He stumbled and gave a
cry and recovered himself and began to go back; tried to control his
dreadful breathing; came on again; then again retreated. Now his
breathing that had been sobbing gasps became sheer sobs. He suddenly
turned from his sidelong progress, went backwards in two splashing
strides whence he had come--in three, in four, and then in a panic
headlong rush, and as if he were pursued clambered frantically out
again upon the slimy rocks.
As if he were pursued--and now, as if to sight the pursuit, looked
sobbing back upon the water he had churned. There was scarcely a
sign of his churning. Scarcely a mark of his track. Still as before
the water lay there. Still, and thick, and silent, and asleep, and
seemed to mock his fears.
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