"And meantime, know you what is coming?"
"Not I, except that I shall be gone first for one."
"Worse than that. There is worse pain than death. Nay, for pity's sake,
turn away your head, father."
"Foolish wench!" muttered Peter, but turned his head.
She trembled violently, and with her cheeks on fire began to falter out,
"I did look on Gerard as my husband--we being betrothed--and he was in
so sore danger, and I thought I had killed him, and I-- Oh, if you were
but my mother I might find courage: you would question me. But you say
not a word."
"Why, Margaret, what is all this coil about? and why are thy cheeks
crimson, speaking to no stranger but to thy old father?"
"Why are my cheeks on fire? Because--because--Father, kill me! send me
to heaven! bid Martin shoot me with his arrow! And then the gossips will
come and tell you why I blush so this day. And then, when I am dead, I
hope you will love your girl again for her mother's sake."
"Give me thy hand, mistress," said Peter, a little sternly.
She put it out to him trembling. He took it gently, and began with some
anxiety in his face to feel her pulse.
"Alas, nay!" said she. "'Tis my soul that burns, not my body with fever.
I cannot, will not, bide in Sevenbergen." And she wrung her hands
impatiently.
"Be calm now," said the old man, soothingly, "nor torment thyself for
nought. Not bide in Sevenbergen? What need to bide a day, as it vexes
thee, and puts thee in a fever: for fevered thou art, deny it not."
"What!" cried Margaret, "would you yield to go hence, and--and ask no
reason but my longing to be gone?" and, suddenly throwing herself on her
knees beside him, in a fervour of supplication she clutched his sleeve,
and then his arm, and then his shoulder, while imploring him to quit
this place, and not ask her why. "Alas! what needs it? You will soon see
it. And I could never say it. I would liever die."
"Foolish child! Who seeks thy girlish secrets? Is it I, whose life hath
been spent in searching Nature's? And, for leaving Sevenbergen, what is
there to keep me in it, thee unwilling? Is there respect for me here, or
gratitude? Am I not yclept quacksalver by those that come not near me,
and wizard by those I heal? And give they not the guerdon and the honour
they deny me, to the empirics that slaughter them? Besides, what is't to
me where we sojourn? Choose thou that, as did thy mother before thee."
Margaret embraced him tenderly, and wept upon his shoulder.
She was respited.
Yet as she wept, respited, she almost wished she had had the courage to
tell him.
After a while nothing would content him but her taking a medicament he
went and brought her. She took it submissively, to please him. It was
the least she could do. It was a composing draught, and though
administered under an error, and a common one, did her more good than
harm: she awoke calmed by a long sleep, and that very day began her
preparations.
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