"Come a step with me, Martin," whispered Gerard. When he had drawn him
aside, he said to him in a broken voice, "Good Martin, watch over her
for me! She is my wife; yet I leave her. See Martin! here is gold--it
was for my journey; it is no use my asking her to take it: she would
not; but you will for her, will you not? Oh Heaven! and is this all I
can do for her? Money? But poverty is a curse. You will not let her want
for anything, dear Martin? The burgomaster's silver is enough for me."
"Thou art a good lad, Gerard. Neither want nor harm shall come to her. I
care more for her little finger than for all the world: and were she
nought to me, even for thy sake would I be a father to her. Go with a
stout heart, and God be with thee going and coming." And the rough
soldier wrung Gerard's hand, and turned his head away, with unwonted
feeling.
After a moment's silence, he was for going back to Margaret; but Gerard
stopped him. "No, good Martin: prithee, stay here behind this thicket,
and turn your head away from us while I--Oh Martin! Martin!"
By this means Gerard escaped a witness of his anguish at leaving her he
loved, and Martin escaped a piteous sight. He did not see the poor young
things kneel and renew before Heaven those holy vows cruel men had
interrupted. He did not see them cling together like one, and then try
to part and fail, and return to one another, and cling again, like
drowning, despairing creatures. But he heard Gerard sob, and sob, and
Margaret moan.
At last there was a hoarse cry, and feet pattered on the hard road.
He started up, and there was Gerard running wildly, with both hands
clasped above his head, in prayer, and Margaret tottering back towards
him with palms extended piteously, as if for help, and ashy cheek, and
eyes fixed on vacancy.
* * * * *
He caught her in his arms, and spoke words of comfort to her; but her
mind could not take them in; only at the sound of his voice she moaned
and held him tight, and trembled violently.
He got her on the mule, and put his arm round her, and so, supporting
her frame, which, from being strung like a bow, had now turned all
relaxed and powerless, he took her slowly and sadly home.
She did not shed one tear, nor speak one word.
At the edge of the wood he took her off the mule, and bade her go across
to her father's house. She did as she was bid.
Martin to Rotterdam. Sevenbergen was too hot for him.
Gerard, severed from her he loved, went like one in a dream. He hired a
horse and guide at the little hostelry, and rode swiftly towards the
German frontier. But all was mechanical; his senses felt blunted; trees
and houses and men moved by him like objects seen through a veil. His
companion spoke to him twice, but he did not answer. Only once he cried
out savagely, "Shall we never be out of this hateful country?"
After many hours' riding they came to the brow of a steep hill; a small
brook ran at the bottom.
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