She was watching me with the shy wonder of a child, and I came down
slowly, scarcely daring to breathe, lest she should turn and run away.
But no such thought was in her head. I seemed to her a boy, very little
older than herself, and it turned out that she had come to take me
under her protection.
When I lifted my cap, and expressed a hope that I wasn’t trespassing,
she gave me a cordial smile of a comrade in mischief.
“Yes, you are trespassing,” she said frankly, “but they won’t take any
notice if they see me speaking to you. I saw you from my window and I
came to prevent any of the servants driving you away.”
I hardly knew which was more delicious, the simplicity or the
friendliness of the child angel, as she was named already in my
thoughts. That night I heard her story from the good mistress of
the farm. She had lost her mother as soon as she was born, and, as
sometimes happens, she had lost her place in her father’s heart in
consequence. He was then a middle-aged man, his wife had been the only
woman he had ever cared for, and she had borne him no other child. Life
for him was closed. He resigned himself to let the earldom and the
encumbered estate pass to his brother, and shut himself up with his
grief in the one habitable corner of his desolate house.
Of Violet he took no more notice than he could help. His sense of
duty bade him engage a strict governess, and direct that his daughter
should be brought up to marry money, since he could leave her none.
The governess conceived that the way to attain this end was to keep
the girl in absolute seclusion till a suitable bridegroom was found,
and then to thrust her into his arms. The result was that her life had
actually been very much like that of a princess in a fairy tale who is
immured in a tower and kept from the sight of men. And I had been cast
unconsciously for the part of the fairy hero who scales the tower and
wins the maiden’s heart.
In the first confusion of the meeting I was far more tongue-tied than
she. I guessed, of course, that she must be the daughter of Lord
Ledbury, and this was the first time I had ever spoken to anyone of her
rank. I was in doubt whether to address her with the word ladyship. I
think the awe with which her rank inspired me had a great deal to do
with what followed. It lifted her so far above me in my own mind, that
I was blind to her growing love, and at first mistook my own love for
the devotion of a vassal to his queen.
She talked to me about the ruins, holding me there spell-bound till
neither of us could find more to say. At last, when I felt obliged
to come away, she asked me wistfully where I was going. And I, who
had made up my mind already not to go, if I could find any excuse for
staying in the neighbourhood, with any chance of meeting her again,
answered vaguely that I didn’t know. I was looking, I told her, for
some place where I could put up.
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