“I’ll tell you something, but I don’t think I’ll tell you any more
about the murder,” she said, “and this is the something which you
ought to know, and which I intended you should know. I had not the
slightest intention of saying what I did. The spirit of tragedy seems
to haunt me,” she said, staring straight ahead, “I was cradled in that
atmosphere of violence and wickedness. I once told you, Tab, that I had
been in service as a tweeny maid and I think you were startled. I went
there from a public orphan’s home, an institution where little children
are taught to be born old. Tab--my mother was murdered, my father was
hanged for her murder!”
There was no pain in her eyes, just a little hardness. He took both her
hands in his and held them.
“I don’t remember anything about it,” she went on, “my earliest
recollections was the long dormitory where about forty little girls
used to sleep, a very fat matron, and two iron-faced nurses, and the
why and wherefore of my being at Parkingtons Institute only came to me
late in life. One of the little girls had heard the matron tell the
nurse, and I had to piece together the fact that I was an orphan by the
act of my father and that after his trial and execution I had been sent
to this home to be brought up and educated for the profession which
all good little girls follow, and which had, as its supreme reward,
an appointment as undercook. I was not so fortunate. I am afraid my
cooking was rather vile, for when I came out of the Institute, it was
to take a place as under-housemaid and general help in the kitchen of a
great society leader, who spent thousands of pounds upon charity, but
weighed the very bread that her servants ate. I had only been in this
place for three months when Mr. Trasmere made his appearance. It was
on a cold windy afternoon, I remember it as distinctly as though it
were yesterday, when one of the parlour-maids came and said I was to go
up into the drawing-room. I found Mr. Trasmere alone and I was rather
frightened at the sight of him, for he did not speak, but sat with a
little scowl on his face, taking me in from head to foot.
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