"Why, gentleman at large," said Flora, and quickly wanted to recall it,
for Clara's glance seemed to give it a double significance. "I mean,"
she added, "just one of those chronic travelers who have nothing else to
do, and whose way must be paved with letters of introduction"--she
floundered. "At least, that was the idea he gave of himself." She broke
off, doubly angry that she had tried to explain Kerr, and tried to
explain herself, when the circumstances required nothing of the sort.
She was sure Clara had not missed her nervousness, though Clara made no
sign. Her eyes only traveled a second time to Flora's hands, as if among
the flare of red and white jewels she was expecting to see another
color. To Flora's palpitating consciousness this look made a perfect
connection with Clara's next remark.
"At least his manners are odd enough! There was a minute last night
when he was really quite startling."
Flora felt a small, warm spot of color increasing in the middle of each
cheek. She drew a long breath, as if to draw in courage. Then Clara had
really seen! That smooth, blindish look of hers, last night, had seen
everything! And here she was owning up to it, and affably offering
herself as a confidante; and for what reason under the sun unless to
find out what it was that had so startled Kerr? Flora felt like crying
out, "If you only knew what that thing may be, you would never want to
come nearer to it!"
"I am afraid he annoyed you, Flora."
The girl looked into the kindly solicitude of Clara's face with a hard,
almost passionate incredulity. Was that really all Clara had supposed?
"These Continentals," she went on, now lightly swaying to and fro in her
chair, "have singular notions of American women. They take us for
savages, my dear."
"Then isn't it for us to show them that we are more than usually
civilized? I can't run away from him like a frightened little native."
"Of course not; but that is where I come in; it's what I'm for--to get
rid of such things for you." That small, cool smile made Flora feel more
than ever the immature barbarian of her simile. Clara sat throwing the
protection of her superior knowledge and capability around her, like a
missionary garment; but Flora could have laughed with relief. Then Clara
merely supposed Kerr had been impertinent. Her little invasion had been
really nothing but pure kindness and protection; and Flora couldn't but
feel grateful for it. Last night she had thought herself so absolutely
alone; and here was a friend coming forward again, and stepping between
her and the thing above all others she was helpless about--the real
world.
Clara had risen, and stood considering a moment with that same sweet,
impersonal eye which Flora found it hardest to comprehend.
"What I mean," she explicitly stated, "is that if he should undertake to
carry out his preposterous suggestion, and call this afternoon, I am
quite ready, if you wish, to take him off your hands."
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