"Well, suppose it was begged, borrowed, or--given to me? Suppose it came
from here or far away yonder? What's that to do with its beauty?" She
gave him question for question. "Did you ever see it before?"
He never left off looking at her, looking at her with a hard inquiry, as
if she were some simple puzzle that he unaccountably failed to solve.
"That's rather neat, the way you dodge me," he said, dodging in his
turn. "But I don't see it _now_. You're not wearing it?"
She played indifference with what a beating heart! "Oh, I only wear it
off and on."
"Off and on!" His voice suddenly rang at her. "Off and on! Why, my good
woman, it's just two days you could have worn it at all!"
She stood up--stood facing him. For a moment she knew nothing except
that her horrible idea was a fact. She had the eye of the Crew Idol, and
this man knew it! Yet the fact declared gave her courage. She could face
his accusal if only he could give the reason for it. But after a moment,
while they looked silently at each other, she saw he was not accusing
her. He was threatening her and beseeching her indulgence in the same
look. He opened his lips, hesitated, turned sharp about and walked away
from her.
She watched him with increasing doubt. After saying so much, was he
going to say nothing more? She had a feeling that she had not heard the
worst yet, and when he turned back to her from the other end of the room
there was something so haggard, so harassed, so fairly guilty about him
that if she had ever thought of telling him the truth of how she came by
the ring she put it away from her now.
But beneath his distress she recognized a desperate earnestness. There
was something he wanted at any cost, but he was going to be gentle with
her. She had felt before the potentiality of his gentleness, and she
doubted her power to resist it. She fanned up all the flame of anger
that had swept her into the room. She reminded herself that the greatest
gentleness might only be a blind; that there was nothing stronger than
wanting something very much, and that the protection of the jewel was
very thin. But when he stood beside her she realized he held a stronger
weapon against her than his gentleness, something apart from his
intention. She felt that in whatever circumstance, at whatever time she
should meet him he would make her feel thus--hot and cold, and happy for
the mere presence of his body beside her. In a confusion she heard what
he was saying.
He was speaking, almost coaxingly, as if to a child. "I understand," he
was saying. "I know all about it. It's a mistake. But surely you don't
expect to keep it now. It will only be an annoyance to you."
She turned on him. "What could it be to you?"
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