Newt Spooner took two slow steps, and stood before her. As he
half-turned, the fire fell on one side of his face, gleaming yellow and
vermilion on the gaunt angle of his jaw and chin, and kindling the other
and more baleful fire in his pupils. He talked in a monotone, and, as he
talked, the girl seemed to see a spirit dying in darkness and
confinement, as a potted plant might die in a cellar.
"Ye says I didn't hev nothin' ter do down thar in ther peniten'shery but
ter study over false notions. Mebby ye're right, but I've done studied
hit all out--an' I've got 'em settled. I reckon ye hain't got no proper
idee of what a feller gits down thar in them damned stone walls, with
stripes on his clothes an' no decent air ter breathe an' no water ter
drink outen a runnin' spring-branch. Hev ye ever tried ter raise a young
hawk in a bird-cage, an' watched hit sicken an' die? They aims ter
reform fellers down thar. Well, jest watch an' see how good they've
reformed me." It was the longest speech she had ever heard him make,
but he was not through yet, and she did not interrupt. "Who sent me
thar? This Henry Falkins thet ye're braggin' about. Why did he do hit?
Out of the sneekin' meanness of his heart. War I ther fust feller
hyar-abouts thet ever kilt anybody? Why didn't ther rest of 'em go down
thar? Hit war because I war a kid thet didn't know no better then ter do
what I war bid, an' because them what bid me didn't stand behind me." He
paused and wiped his forehead on his coat-sleeve. "I didn't 'low thet
thar war anybody in ther world a feller could trust. Then I came back
hyar. I found my pappy dead, an' my ma married ergin, an' my rifle-gun
sold.... Then--" His words ended in a sort of wretched gasp.
"Then you came hyar. I reckon I'd ought to hev knowed better by this
time then ter be beguiled, but I 'lowed I could trust you. Ye war ther
one body in ther world I'd 'a' swore by ... an' ye rid over thar an'
warned him, an' hed me throwed inter ther jail-house."
He drew his shoulders back and turned slowly, starting toward the door;
but, with his hand on the latch, he paused, and added with cold
bitterness:
"Ye've done succeeded in a-balkin' me oncet, M'nervy; but ye've done
'complished another thing besides thet. I only aimed ter kill Henry
Falkins oncet, but atter what ye've told me, ef thar war a way under
God's sun ter do hit--I'd kill him twicet."
The girl rose and came over, and her hands fell on the boy's arm.
"Newty," she pleaded with tears of desperation in her eyes. "Newty, you
must try to understand me. It was for you as much as for him. It would
have ruined your life. Besides, you misunderstand him--"
The young man shook her hands roughly away.
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