The collected works of William Hazlitt, Vol. 02 (of 12)Hazlitt, William
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The collected works of William Hazlitt, Vol. 02 (of 12)
Hazlitt, William
English essays -- 19th century
_10th._—Rose at seven, in good spirits, and apparently excellent health;
persuaded, as I had been for some time, that my disease was gone, and my
constitution improved. While eating my breakfast, soon after eight, was
seized with a fifth fit of hemorrhoidal colic. The pain as on former
occasions excruciating, yet resisted with so much determination by me,
that I am persuaded its violence was considerably abated. I continued
very ill through the day. In the night my dreams were extremely vivid,
often disagreeable, but not always. I read and composed poetry, that
never had any other existence; engaged in metaphysical disputes; and
busied myself with the plot of a comic opera. I conceived a nobleman and
his servant, Spaniards, to have arrived at a castle with immense walls
and turrets; and that the first thing the nobleman said, must be to tell
his servant, that they were now come to the place of action, and must
make their way into that castle. The various obstacles and incidents
which this would afford, delighted me, while dreaming. A few years ago,
having a slight fever, and lying awake in the night, I found I could
speak extempore verses on any given subject, (for I proposed two or
three to myself) many of them approaching excellence, and the others
full of high sounding words, and such as would be thought excellent by
some. Fear of increasing the fever, made me rather endeavour to calm and
appease my mind, than either to proceed, or try to remember those I had
made, which might amount to above thirty lines in number, as I believe.
Have found nearly the same facility occasionally, when actually writing
poetry, after having considered my subject a certain time, and made a
certain number of verses, or rather, after rouzing the faculties. In my
sleep I have read many a page of poetry, that never was written. Others
have told me they have done the same. Mr N—— says he has several times
gone to bed with his mind wearied by considering a question of science
which he could not resolve, has slept or dozed, and the resolution has
intruded so forcibly upon his thoughts, that it has awaked him.
_11th._—Sent for Dr. Pitcairne. After he was gone, the pain rather
increased till I rose, half an hour after, when I experienced some
relief. Was induced to examine the nature of pain, and found that it is
not, and from the nature of the human frame, cannot be, incessant. Could
it be so, it must soon destroy the patient. Sensations are impelled upon
us. Trifles, the tickling of a hair, the trains of ideas which pain
itself begets, divert the attention. These intervals appear to be short
in proportion to the intensity of the pain. Played a game at chess, with
Geiseveiller: at the beginning with great brilliancy; at the end, with
great stupidity. Received a well written letter from Mrs. B——, and the
opera from Harris.
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