The collected works of William Hazlitt, Vol. 12 (of 12)Hazlitt, William
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The collected works of William Hazlitt, Vol. 12 (of 12)
Hazlitt, William
English essays -- 19th century
is true only when applied to this latter sort.—It is curious that, on
coming out of a sick room, where one has been pent some time, and grown
weak and nervous, and looking at Nature for the first time, the objects
that present themselves have a very questionable and spectral
appearance, the people in the street resemble flies crawling about, and
seem scarce half-alive. It is we who are just risen from a torpid and
unwholesome state, and who impart our imperfect feelings of existence,
health, and motion to others. Or it may be that the violence and
exertion of the pain we have gone through make common every-day objects
seem unreal and unsubstantial. It is not till we have established
ourselves in form in the sitting-room, wheeled round the arm-chair to
the fire (for this makes part of our re-introduction to the ordinary
modes of being in all seasons,) felt our appetite return, and taken up a
book, that we can be considered as at all restored to ourselves. And
even then our first sensations are rather empirical than positive; as
after sleep we stretch out our hands to know whether we are awake. This
is the time for reading. Books are then indeed ‘a world, both pure and
good,’ into which we enter with all our hearts, after our revival from
illness and respite from the tomb, as with the freshness and novelty of
youth. They are not merely acceptable as without too much exertion they
pass the time and relieve _ennui_; but from a certain suspension and
deadening of the passions, and abstraction from worldly pursuits, they
may be said to bring back and be friendly to the guileless and
enthusiastic tone of feeling with which we formerly read them. Sickness
has weaned us _pro tempore_ from contest and cabal; and we are fain to
be docile and children again. All strong changes in our present pursuits
throw us back upon the past. This is the shortest and most complete
emancipation from our late discomfiture. We wonder that any one who has
read _The History of a Foundling_ should labour under an indigestion;
nor do we comprehend how a perusal of the _Faery Queen_ should not
ensure the true believer an uninterrupted succession of halcyon days.
Present objects bear a retrospective meaning, and point to ‘a foregone
conclusion.’ Returning back to life with half-strung nerves and
shattered strength, we seem as when we first entered it with uncertain
purposes and faltering aims. The machine has received a shock, and it
moves on more tremulously than before, and not all at once in the beaten
track. Startled at the approach of death, we are willing to get as far
from it as we can by making a proxy of our former selves; and finding
the precarious tenure by which we hold existence, and its last sands
running out, we gather up and make the most of the fragments that memory
has stored up for us. Every thing is seen through a medium of reflection
and contrast. We hear the sound of merry voices in the street; and this
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