The collected works of William Hazlitt, Vol. 12 (of 12)Hazlitt, William
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The collected works of William Hazlitt, Vol. 12 (of 12)
Hazlitt, William
English essays -- 19th century
It is hard to be without money. To get on without it is like travelling
in a foreign country without a passport—you are stopped, suspected, and
made ridiculous at every turn, besides being subjected to the most
serious inconveniences. The want of money I here allude to is not
altogether that which arises from absolute poverty—where there is a
downright absence of the common necessaries of life, this must be
remedied by incessant hard labour, and the least we can receive in
return is a supply of our daily wants—but that uncertain, casual,
precarious mode of existence, in which the temptation to spend remains
after the means are exhausted, the want of money joined with the hope
and possibility of getting it, the intermediate state of difficulty and
suspense between the last guinea or shilling and the next that we may
have the good luck to encounter. This gap, this unwelcome interval
constantly recurring, however shabbily got over, is really full of many
anxieties, misgivings, mortifications, meannesses, and deplorable
embarrassments of every description. I may attempt (this essay is not a
fanciful speculation) to enlarge upon a few of them.
It is hard to go without one’s dinner through sheer distress, but harder
still to go without one’s breakfast. Upon the strength of that first and
aboriginal meal, one may muster courage to face the difficulties before
one, and to dare the worst: but to be roused out of one’s warm bed, and
perhaps a profound oblivion of care, with golden dreams (for poverty
does not prevent golden dreams), and told there is nothing for
breakfast, is cold comfort for which one’s half-strung nerves are not
prepared, and throws a damp upon the prospects of the day. It is a bad
beginning. A man without a breakfast is a poor creature, unfit to go in
search of one, to meet the frown of the world, or to borrow a shilling
of a friend. He may beg at the corner of a street—nothing is too mean
for the tone of his feelings—robbing on the highway is out of the
question, as requiring too much courage, and some opinion of a man’s
self. It is, indeed, as old Fuller, or some worthy of that age,
expresses it, ‘the heaviest stone which melancholy can throw at a man,’
to learn, the first thing after he rises in the morning, or even to be
dunned with it in bed, that there is no loaf, tea, or butter in the
house, and that the baker, the grocer, and butterman have refused to
give any farther credit. This is taking one sadly at a disadvantage. It
is striking at one’s spirit and resolution in their very source,—the
stomach—it is attacking one on the side of hunger and mortification at
once; it is casting one into the very mire of humility and Slough of
Despond. The worst is, to know what face to put upon the matter, what
excuse to make to the servants, what answer to send to the tradespeople;
whether to laugh it off, or be grave, or angry, or indifferent; in
short, to know how to parry off an evil which you cannot help. What a
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