New York (N.Y.) -- Description and travel; New York (N.Y.) -- Social conditions
I sometimes think that in our general life-classifications we neglect
the individual, the exceptional individual, who is always sure to be
everywhere, as readily at the bottom of society as at the top, as
readily sandwiched between two glaring signs as anywhere else. It is
quite all right to admit, for argument’s sake or our own peace of mind,
that most of these men are dirty and worn and indifferent, and hence
negligible; though it always seems silly to me to assume that a man
is indifferent or negligible when he will pack a sign in the cold and
snow in order to preserve himself. It is so easy for those of us who
are comfortable to assume that the other man does not care, does not
feel. Here he comes, though, carrying a sign. Why? To be carrying it
because it makes no difference to him? Because he has no emotions? I
don’t believe it. I could not believe it. And all the evidence I have
personally taken has been to the contrary, decidedly so.
I remember seeing once, in the rush of the Christmas trade in New
York City a few years ago, a score of these decidedly shabby and
broken brethren carrying signs for the edification, allurement and
information of the Christmas trade. They were strung out along Sixth
Avenue from Twenty-third to Fourteenth Streets, and the messages which
their billboards carried were various. I noticed that in the budding
gayety of the time these men alone were practically hopeless, dull and
gray. The air was fairly crackling with the suggestion of interest
and happiness for some. People were hurrying hither and thither,
eager about their purchases. There were great van-loads of toys and
fineries constantly being moved and transferred. Life seemed to say:
“This is the season of gifts and affection,” but it obviously meant
nothing to these men. I took a five-dollar bill and had it changed
into half-dollars. I stopped before the first old wizened loiterer
I met, his sign hanging like a cross from his gaunt shoulder, and
before his unsuspecting eyes lifted the half-dollar. Who could be
offering him a half-dollar? his eyes seemed indifferently to ask at
first. Then a perfect eagle’s gleam flashed into them, old and dull
as they were, and a claw-like hand reached for it. No thanks, no
acknowledgment, no polite recognition--just grim realization that
money, a whole half-dollar, was being given, and a physical, wholly
animal determination to get it. What possibilities that half-dollar
seemed to hold to that indifferent, unimaginative mind at that moment!
What it suggested, apparently, of possible comfort! Why? Because there
was no imagination there? because life meant nothing? Not in that
case, surely. A whole epic of failure and desire was written in that
gleam--and we speak of them as emotionless.
[Illustration: The Sandwich Man]
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