New York (N.Y.) -- Description and travel; New York (N.Y.) -- Social conditions
Of all the tragedies, this is perhaps the bitterest, because of the
long-drawn memory of the thing. Organs continue to play it, but the
sale ceases. Quarter after quarter, the royalties are less, until at
last a few dollars per month will measure them completely. Meanwhile
his publishers ask for other songs. One he writes, and then another,
and yet another, vainly endeavoring to duplicate that original note
which made for his splendid success the year before. But it will not
come. And, in the meanwhile, other song-writers displace him for the
time being in the public eye. His publishers have a new hit, but it
is not his. A new author is being bowed to and taken out to dinner.
But he is not that author. A new tile-crowned celebrity is strolling
up his favorite Broadway path. At last, after a dozen attempts and
failures, there is no hurry to publish his songs. If the period of
failure is too long extended he may even be neglected. More and more,
celebrities crowd in between him and that delightful period when he was
greatest. At last, chagrined by the contrast of things, he changes
his publishers, changes his haunts and, bitterest of all, his style
of living. Soon it is the old grind again, and then, if thoughtless
spending has been his failing, shabby clothing and want. You may see
the doubles of these in any publisher’s sanctum at any time, the
sarcastically referred-to _has been_.
Here, also, the disengaged ballad singer, “peerless tenor” of some
last year’s company, suffering a period of misfortune. He is down on
his luck in everything but appearances, last year’s gorgeousness still
surviving in a modified and sedate form. He is a singer of songs,
now, for the publishers, by toleration. His one lounging-place in all
New York where he is welcome and not looked at askance is the chair
they may allow him. Once a day he makes the rounds of the theatrical
agencies; once, or if fortune favors, twice a day he visits some cheap
eating-house. At night, after a lone stroll through that fairyland
of theaters and gaudy palaces to which, as he sees it, he properly
belongs--Broadway, he returns to his bed, the carpeted floor of a room
in some tolerant publisher’s office, where he sleeps by permission,
perhaps, and not even there, too often.
Oh, the glory of success in this little world in his eye at this
time--how now, in want, it looms large and essential! Outside, as he
stretches himself, may even now be heard the murmur of that shiny,
joyous rout of which he was so recently a part. The lights, the
laughter; the songs, the mirth--all are for others. Only he, only he
must linger in shadows, alone.
To-morrow it will come out in words, if you talk with him. It is in
the publisher’s office, perhaps, where gaudy ladies are trying songs,
or on the street, where others, passing, notice him not but go their
way in elegance.
“I had it once, all right,” he will tell you. “I had my handful. You
bet I’ll get it next year.”
Is it of money he is thinking?
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