New York (N.Y.) -- Description and travel; New York (N.Y.) -- Social conditions
And yet another character. One day I was walking in Brooklyn in a very
conservative neighborhood, when I saw what I fancied I never should
see, in America, a woman furtively picking a piece of bread out of a
garbage can. I had read of such things in Balzac, Hugo, Dickens--but
where else? And she was not absolutely wretchedly dressed, though her
appearance was far from satisfactory, and she had a tense expression
about her face which betokened stress of some kind. My astonishment
was such that I walked deliberately up to her and asked: “What is the
matter with you--are you hungry?”
She had hidden the bread under her shawl as I approached and may have
dropped it as we walked, for I did not see it again though her hands
appeared. Yet she refused to indulge in any conversation which would
explain.
“I’m all right,” she replied.
“But I saw you taking a piece of bread out of that can?”
“No.”
“Don’t you want any money?”
“No.”
She appeared to be confused and walked away from me, edging toward the
lines of fences to avoid contact. I put my hand in my pocket to offer
a coin, but she hurried on. There was nothing to do but let her go her
way--a thing which seemed intensely cruel, though there was apparently
nothing else to do. I have often thought of this one, dark, tense,
dreary, and half wondered whether it was all a dream or whether I
really saw it.
* * * * *
But the city for me, in my time, has been flecked with these shadows of
disaster in the guise of decayed mortals who stared at me out of hollow
eyes in the midst of the utmost gayety. You turn a corner laughing amid
scenes of enthusiasm and activity, perhaps, and here comes despair
along, hooded and hollow-eyed, accusing you of undue levity. You dine
at your table, serene in your moderate prosperity, and in looks want,
thin-lipped, and pale, asking how can you eat when she is as she is.
You feel the health and vigor of your body, warmly clad, and lo, here
comes illness or weakness, thin and pining, and with cough or sigh
or halting step, cries: “See how I suffer--and you--you have health!”
Weakness confronts strength, poverty wealth, health sickness, courage
cowardice, fortune the very depths of misfortune, and they know each
other not--or defy each other. Of a truth, they either despise or fear,
the one the other.
THE BEAUTY OF LIFE
The beauty of life is involved very largely with the outline of its
scenery. There are many other things which make up the joy of our world
for us, but this is one of the most salient of its charms. The stretch
of a level valley, the graceful rise of a hill, water running, a clump
or a forest of trees--these add to the majesty of our being and show us
how great a thing our world really is.
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