Although he had said nothing to her about going to Berlin Edith suspected his intention. A few hours later she spoke to him in the reading-room, where he was eagerly studying the papers. “Any news of importance?” “Everything is new to me. Up to the present we have only had a glimpse of what has been going on; these papers have given me a comprehensive view of events for the first time.” “And now, of course, your only desire is to see your colours again? I know that it is only ambition that guides you.” “Can you reproach an officer for that?” “Yes, if he forgets humanity as well. But make your mind easy, I shall not attempt to hinder you. I will not stand in the way of your ambition, but neither will I sacrifice myself to it.” “Certainly you should not do so. We shall be happy when the war is over. I will be as true to you as to my duty. If I return alive my existence shall be devoted to making you happy.” “Love is like a bird; it must not be allowed too much freedom. Remember, I have always told you I will never leave you.” “But, dearest Edith, that is utterly impossible! Have you any idea what war is like?” “I should have thought I had seen enough of it.” “Yes, in India and on sea. But in Europe war is carried on somewhat differently. Every seat in the trains is calculated exactly; it is the same in barracks, cantonments, and bivouacs. There is no room for a woman. What would my comrades say of me if I appeared in your company?” “You can say I am your wife.” “But, Edith, the idea is not to be seriously thought of. As a Prussian officer I need permission before I can marry. How can I join my regiment in the company of a lady? Or how could I now get leave to marry?” “Quite easily. Many officers marry at the beginning of a war.” “Well, but even if I get leave now, according to the law we could not be married for some months. I have already proposed that you should go to my relatives at Hamburg and wait there till the war is over, and I still think that is the only right thing to do.” “But I will not go to your relatives at Hamburg.” “And why not?” “Do you think that I, an Englishwoman, would go and live in a German family to be stared at? Do you think I could bear to read all the lies about England in the German newspapers?” “My uncle and aunt are people of great tact, and my cousins will show you due respect.” “Cousins! No, thank you! I should be out of place in the midst of the domestic felicity of strangers.” “If you won’t go there, you might stop at a pension in Berlin.” “No, I won’t do that either. I will stay with you.” “But, dearest Edith, how do you think this could be managed?”