Didactic fiction; Political fiction; Social problems -- Fiction
In a vague way he was aware of the subtle separation of soul that
existed between them. He looked at his wife closely when she came in
with the boys. She seemed older, more severe in face than he had
thought, than her photograph on his office desk said. When this school
business was done with, he reflected, they must run over to Europe for
a few months' vacation, get shaken up, and then live differently on
their return....
"Nell," he said to her, when they were alone, "it's settled at last,
you will be glad to know, everything. We let the contracts to-day."
"For the school?" she asked indifferently. "You must be relieved to
have it off your mind."
Her lips, which curved so tenderly, had grown strangely firm. He put
his arm over her shoulder and drew her toward him.
"Yes, it's a great relief. I thought at one time Pemberton would make
them throw the whole thing up and start again. But the others had more
sense. Well, when the building is finished, we must have a spree, and
get to be lovers once more."
"Yes, dear. This afternoon I've been to the Institute with the boys to
let them see the plans."
"They are well spoken of. I saw Wright to-day for a moment. He
stopped to congratulate me, but I couldn't tell what he really thought.
Well, after all the trouble with them, I got pretty much what I wanted,
thanks to Everett and the doctor. Everett's been a good friend all
through. The idea of their kicking so hard because the thing was going
to cost a little more than they had made up their minds to spend on the
building! Pemberton thinks he knows all about architecture. It's a
pity he couldn't have drawn the plans himself."
"But you saved your design. There were only a few changes, I thought."
"Yes, I've won the second round all right."
In his joy over the thought he put his strong arms about his wife and
lifted her bodily from the floor, as he had often done, boyishly, in
the years before. Holding her close to him he kissed her lips and
neck. She returned his kisses, but the touch of her lips was cool.
She seemed limp in his arms, and he felt vaguely the want of something.
She was less loving, less passionate than ever before. He missed the
abandon, the utter self-forgetfulness, the rush of ecstatic emotion,
which from the first moment of their love had made her for him all
woman, the woman of women.... He let her slip from his embrace and
looked at her. Was it age? Was it the penalty of living, which
dampens the fire of passion and dulls desire? He was troubled,
distressed for the loss of something precious that was getting beyond
his reach, perhaps had gone forever.
"Oh!" he exclaimed. "It's bad to be always on the dead push. Come!
Let's go out somewhere and have dinner and a bottle of champagne the
way we used to."
She hesitated a moment, unwilling to disappoint him.
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