Didactic fiction; Political fiction; Social problems -- Fiction
Helen looked up from the lawyer's letter with a troubled face. She had
hardened herself to the coming trial, which she had fully expected.
Now that it had been spared, all was not yet right to her scrupulous
perception. A terrible wrong had been committed, a wrong to the poor
souls who had lost their lives, a wrong, too, to the city and to
society, making an evil pool of corruption. And in some mysterious way
this had been covered up, hidden, and all was to go on as before! She
had a primitive idea that all evil necessitated exact payment, and as
long as this payment was deferred, so long was the day of light, of
health, put off.
But the man, realizing more clearly than she the indirect penalties
which his situation inevitably imposed, gave no further thought to the
abstract question of justice. The outlook was bad enough as it was.
He saw nothing before him in this city where he naturally belonged.
"What would you think of our moving to St. Louis?" he asked, a few days
after he had received the lawyer's letter. "There is some sort of an
opening there for me. Of course I had rather be in New York, but it is
out of the question. It would take too long to get started. Or we
might try Denver. I have done some work there, and it's a growing
place."
"Do you think that we must leave Chicago?" she asked.
"Why!" he exclaimed, surprised that she should consider for a moment
the possibility of their remaining where he had made such a failure of
his life. "Do you want to stay here and be dropped by every soul you
have known?"
"I don't care very much for that!"
"Well, there's nothing here for me. Stewart will take the office. He
let me know mighty quick that we had better part! I am a dead dog in
Chicago. Only yesterday I got a letter from the Kicker Brothers
turning me down after telling me last month to go ahead. They pay for
the work done so far, and that is all. You see it is out of the
question to stay here!"
He spoke gloomily, as if in spite of all that had happened he had some
grounds for feeling a little sore.
"But I don't mean to let this down me, not yet," he continued more
buoyantly. "I owe it to you, at least, to make good. And I can do it
somewhere else, where the sight of this mess isn't always in my eyes!
It'll only be a matter of a few years, Nell."
Already the bitterness of the crisis was passing away, and he was
beginning to plan for the future, for a career, for success,--built on
a surer foundation, but nevertheless success and repute in the world.
His wife realized it and understood. She was standing by his side, as
he sat with his elbows resting on his knees, studying the faded figure
in the carpet. She put her hands on his head and drew it toward her,
protectingly, pityingly, as she would the bruised head of a child.
"So you think you must begin somewhere else?" she said gently, sitting
down by his side.
"It's the only thing to do. The question is where!"
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