The Complete Essays of John GalsworthyGalsworthy, John
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The Complete Essays of John Galsworthy
Galsworthy, John
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answered thus: “Teresa” (his daughter) “was born in November, and this
one in August.” That sheep dog had seen eighteen years when the great
white day came for him, and his spirit passed away up, to cling with the
wood-smoke round the dark rafters of the kitchen where he had lain so
vast a time beside his master's boots. No, no! If a man does not soon
pass beyond the thought “By what shall this dog profit me?” into the
large state of simple gladness to be with dog, he shall never know the
very essence of that companion ship which depends not on the points of
dog, but on some strange and subtle mingling of mute spirits. For it is
by muteness that a dog becomes for one so utterly beyond value; with
him one is at peace, where words play no torturing tricks. When he just
sits, loving, and knows that he is being loved, those are the moments
that I think are precious to a dog; when, with his adoring soul coming
through his eyes, he feels that you are really thinking of him. But he
is touchingly tolerant of one's other occupations. The subject of these
memories always knew when one was too absorbed in work to be so close to
him as he thought proper; yet he never tried to hinder or distract,
or asked for attention. It dinged his mood, of course, so that the red
under his eyes and the folds of his crumply cheeks —which seemed to
speak of a touch of bloodhound introduced a long way back into his
breeding—drew deeper and more manifest. If he could have spoken at such
times, he would have said: “I have been a long time alone, and I cannot
always be asleep; but you know best, and I must not criticise.”
He did not at all mind one's being absorbed in other humans; he seemed
to enjoy the sounds of conversation lifting round him, and to know
when they were sensible. He could not, for instance, stand actors or
actresses giving readings of their parts, perceiving at once that the
same had no connection with the minds and real feelings of the speakers;
and, having wandered a little to show his disapproval, he would go to
the door and stare at it till it opened and let him out. Once or twice,
it is true, when an actor of large voice was declaiming an emotional
passage, he so far relented as to go up to him and pant in his face.
Music, too, made him restless, inclined to sigh, and to ask questions.
Sometimes, at its first sound, he would cross to the window and remain
there looking for Her. At others, he would simply go and lie on the loud
pedal, and we never could tell whether it was from sentiment, or because
he thought that in this way he heard less. At one special Nocturne
of Chopin's he always whimpered. He was, indeed, of rather Polish
temperament—very gay when he was gay, dark and brooding when he was not.
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