The Complete Works of Brann, the Iconoclast — Volume 01Brann, William Cowper
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The Complete Works of Brann, the Iconoclast — Volume 01
Brann, William Cowper
Brann, William Cowper, 1855-1898; Essays; Reformers
"One left--but one of those I loved; my strength is broken,
my labors are in vain--I can but die; yet must I live, lest the
one in whom is centered all my hopes, doth fall in evil ways
and also come to naught."
He dreamed of the days that were dead, and of those
rushing upon him from the mystic future, "each bearing its
burden of sorrow." He trod again life's thorny path, from
the cradle to manhood's somber noon, a path strewn with
wreck and wraith and wet with blood and tears. Again the
well-known forms came from beyond the firelight and,
winding their shadowy arms about his neck, wept for his
loneliness. He tried to embrace them, to gather them to his
heart as in the old days when they welcomed his
homecoming with glad acclaim, but clutched only air--his
kisses fell on vacancy. As they receded into the gloom he
followed crying, "Stay! Stay!" and wandered here and
there through bogs and briers and over the rough rocks,
calling them each by name with many an endearing term,
until he fell exhausted, and, putting forth his hand to break
his fall, encircled the neck of his faithful dog and lay there
bruised and bleeding. Then other phantoms came, two
women, one old, one young, bearing a ghastly burden,
around which little children wailed. They laid it down at his
feet, a horrid thing with wide-scaring eyes and gaping
wounds all wet with gore. And the elder bowed herself
upon it and kissed the rigid hands, the lips and hair and
moaned that she was left childless in her age, but the
younger stood erect, imperious, the frightened children
clinging to her skirts and, calling him by a name that froze
his blood, bade him look upon her widowhood.
"It was self-defense," he doggedly replied, as he met the
glance of her scornful eyes.
"O egotist!" she cried; "must a man die that a dog may
live? Must a mother's gray hairs be brought in sorrow to
the grave; must the heart of a wife be crushed within a
bloody hand and children never know a father's loving care,
that such a thing as thou may'st yet encumber this fair
earth? Precious indeed must be that life, purchased at
such a price!"
But again the forms that had fled returned, and one, a frail,
sweet-faced woman with a world of pity in her eyes, stood
between him and his accuser. She took the scornful
woman's hand and gently said: "Sister, 'twas thee or me,
'twas thine or mine;" and in the music of her voice the
ghastly object vanished.
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