’I spent,’ he said, ’ten months in the country. Thick-starred Orion was
my only companion. Wherever a squirrel or a bee can go with security, I
can go. I ate whatever was set before me; I touched ivy and dogwood.
When I went abroad, I kept company with every man on the road, for I
knew that my evil and my good did not come from these, but from the
Spirit, whose servant I was. For I could not stoop to be a circumstance,
as they did, who put their life into their fortune and their company. I
would not degrade myself by casting about in my memory for a thought,
nor by waiting for one. If the thought come, I would give it
entertainment. It should, as it ought, go into my hands and feet; but
if it come not spontaneously, it comes not rightly at all. If it can
spare me, I am sure I can spare it. It shall be the same with my
friends. I will never woo the loveliest. I will not ask any friendship
or favor. When I come to my own, we shall both know it. Nothing will
be to be asked or to be granted.’ Benedict went out to seek his friend,
and met him on the way; but he expressed no surprise at any
coincidences. On the other hand, if he called at the door of his
friend, and he was not at home, he did not go again; concluding that he
had misinterpreted the intimations.
He had the whim not to make an apology to the same individual whom he
had wronged. For this, he said, was a piece of personal vanity; but he
would correct his conduct in that respect in which he had faulted, to
the next person he should meet. Thus, he said, universal justice was
satisfied.
Mira came to ask what she should do with the poor Genesee woman who had
hired herself to work for her, at a shilling a day, and, now sickening,
was like to be bedridden on her hands. Should she keep her, or should
she dismiss her? But Benedict said, ’Why ask? One thing will clear
itself as the thing to be done, and not another, when the hour comes.
Is it a question, whether to put her into the street? Just as much
whether to thrust the little Jenny on your arm into the street. The
milk and meal you give the beggar, will fatten Jenny. Thrust the woman
out, and you thrust your babe out of doors, whether it so seem to you or
not.’
In the Shakers, so called, I find one piece of belief, in the doctrine
which they faithfully hold, that encourages them to open their doors to
every wayfaring man who proposes to come among them; for, they say, the
Spirit will presently manifest to the man himself, and to the society,
what manner of person he is, and whether he belongs among them. They do
not receive him, they do not reject him. And not in vain have they worn
their clay coat, and drudged in their fields, and shuffled in their
Bruin dance, from year to year, if they have truly learned thus much
wisdom.
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