The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
The first time he came--I, if you please, was not allowed in the
room--, Arthur would only stamp up and down, saying that Will--_our
boy_--was a scamp and deserved horse-whipping. I begged for
enlightenment, but at this period the wild man only claimed that Will
had compromised his Molly and that there had been a promise of
marriage... _Exactly_ what one would have expected! _Precisely_
what the girl was working for! _That_ was the moment to strike and
to strike hard. "A promise of marriage? _Prove_ it!" I well knew
that Will was too instinctively wise to write her letters--and they
were in the same house!--or to give her presents. But I was informed
that this was not a woman's province. So we dragged on, waiting for
the blow...
I quite dreaded the Morecambe post-mark. The girl wrote every other
day, and every letter seemed to plunge poor Will into deeper gloom.
The code would not let him make a confidant of his mother, but one
day I saw one of these letters. It bore no name and opened with a
flood of mingled passion and reproach; only when I saw "_Your
heart-broken Molly_" at the end did I realize that the letter was
intended for Will. She was begging him to come back and talking a
great deal about his "promise"... I should have paid no attention if
there had not been other things as well: talk about her "honour" and
so on and so forth... Her "_soul_"... God would never forgive
her--the egotism of the girl! ... Then I felt that, to get a _hold_
on Will, she had stopped at nothing...
I wonder what you would have done in my place? ... Constant dripping
wears away a stone, and this dazing attack would in time have broken
down my boy's resistance. Suppose he had _let_ himself be
blackmailed into marrying her! No money on either side--and Will's
_parents_ could do nothing to help--, not a taste in common, two
people drawn from different worlds... And this terrible, _blasting_
knowledge that he--and _she_--and _I_ had of the girl's character.
Ruin, misery lay before them. And _nothing_ else...
I had to save Will from any temptation to yield. If he could have
fallen in love with some nice girl and forgotten the whole episode...
If I could have sent him _right_ away... It was not easy, and you
know better than any one that my hands have been fairly full. At one
time I thought that South American woman was attracted by him, at
another my niece Phyllida roused to interest. He was so much
preoccupied that he seemed indifferent to women; one after another,
they gave him up in despair. Then I bethought me of my second string
and cast about in my mind for means to send him far away where he
could forget this girl and her importunity...
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