The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
Unfortunately Phyllida overheard me and interpreted this as an attack
on Colonel Butler's good faith...
"He _said_ he would come," she persisted. Over one shoulder, you
know... With a toss of the head.
"Perhaps the car has broken down," I suggested. "There may have been
an accident."
"He will come," said Phyllida.
At a quarter past nine Ruth was merciful enough to allow her guests
to have a little food--one of those meals where, as my boy said very
wittily, "everything was cold except the ice." A hideous dinner! I
am not now referring to the food, but to the atmosphere. Phyllida
refused to come in; Brackenbury wavered and wobbled, now going out to
her, now coming back... And the one _not_ very interesting topic of
conversation: what had happened to Colonel Butler. By ten o'clock
_most_ of us had made up our minds that he was not coming...
By eleven I really believe some were wondering whether he had ever
_intended_ to come. He had invited himself, it is true. Or so we
were told. But it really seemed as though the initiative came from
Phyllida, that she might be forcing his hand, that he had suggested
coming really as a means of ending the discussion at my dance. _I_
did not know what letters had passed between them since. She might
have been pressing and pressing him until he at last consented to
come; then he may have seen that, once at the Hall, he would not be
allowed to escape a second time. He may have invited himself with
the reservation that he would stop away at the last moment and say
that he had been called abroad. Phyllida is _attractive_, she is
rich; for people who care about these things, she is the daughter of
an earl. Undeniably young Butler had been glamoured by it all at
first; but he may well have felt on reconsideration that it would not
be a very suitable match, and I have yet to learn that a man thinks
more highly of a girl because she throws herself at his head. That
is a lesson which the rising generation will have to learn--at a
heavy price.
I felt that some such thoughts must be passing through Spenworth's
mind every time he said: "The fellow's not coming to-night. Can't
some one persuade that child to have some food instead of giving
herself a chill?" Brackenbury and Ruth, too, were beginning to doubt
and to look very much concerned. If the young man _had_ sheered off,
they would never forgive themselves for allowing the unhappy girl to
make such an exhibition of herself... In my heart of hearts I knew
that Colonel Butler could be trusted as I would trust my own son. I
was only afraid that there might have been an _accident_...
And I could fancy what poor Phyllida's feelings must be after
assembling all the family to meet her soldier-hero, after telling me
at the top of her _very_ clear little voice that, if he did not
propose to her, she would propose to him... Every one would say that
he had run away and she had dragged him back and now he had run away
again...
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