The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
It is very easy, of course, to _overdo_ that sort of thing, to become
so inflexible that one is the slave and victim of one's own rules.
The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath... On the
other hand, I have no patience with the people who say one thing
to-day and another to-morrow, so that you never know where you are
with them. Surely the wise course is to discover the great laws and
hold to them unswervingly, only stepping aside by a hair's breadth to
left or right when the great laws quite obviously apply no longer.
In the realm of principle I admit no compromise; Right is Right, and
Wrong is Wrong, and no amount of special pleading can blur _that_
distinction...
But, though I hold no _brief_ for consistency, I should be vastly
entertained to know exactly where you think I have been
inconsistent... Not you personally, of course! We have known each
other long enough to look out on life with very much the same eyes.
But the people who are good enough to criticize me without, perhaps,
taking the trouble to ascertain even the facts of the case.
I have always said that I would not stir a finger to interfere with
my boy Will, or any one else of that age, where the heart was
concerned. They, for all their inexperience, must be the ultimate
judges; the wisdom of _instinct_ and so on and so forth. The
responsibility on an outsider is too great even for advice; and the
advice of a mother to the son who adores her... There is such a
thing as having too much power put into one's hands. I don't say I'm
_right_; but, if Will married a girl whom I considered the most
unsuitable person in the world... So long as _he_ loved _her_, and
_she_ loved _him_... Have I been inconsistent there?
I have always said that for a boy of his tastes and upbringing _some_
little money is essential as light and air. A truism! Have I been
inconsistent here?
I don't want to blow my own trumpet, as they say; and I resent this
modern practice of proclaiming to the whole world how much one loves
one's own flesh and blood--as though it were something very new and
wonderful; but _you_ have never doubted that I would sell the clothes
from off my back and the roof from over my head if Will's happiness
depended on it. You are good enough to talk about my "sacrifices",
but am I being anything more than normal, natural and consistent, a
mother brought up in a certain school of a certain period?
I think that, if the facts were ever known, you would find I had been
loyal to my principles. They never will be--for obvious reasons...
With you, of course, it is different; I have told you everything and
laid my heart bare. Should I have done that, if there was anything
to conceal? And if the last chapter would really interest you...
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