The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
Now, do you know, I felt so certain what she _wanted_ me to suggest
that it was on the tip of my tongue to read her one of those
abominable advertisements in the morning papers: "_A Lady of Title is
willing to chaperon a young girl; introductions..._" and so forth and
so on. People putting any position they may have up to _auction_!
Are you surprised that London is _what_ it is? I have always
wondered, when I see the really and truly _inexplicable_ young women
with whom Connie Maitland is _liée_ from time to time, whether _she_
augments her income in this way. Otherwise I fail to understand how
she keeps on that great house in Eaton Place and entertains as she
does. But that is _her_ business... If Mrs. Surdan had dared to
propose such a thing, I really think I should have asked her to leave
the house...
"Surely," I said, "_you_ are the best person to look after Hilda. I
go out very little; but, so far as I can judge, there is never any
difficulty about getting to know people in London. If you were to
take a house in some good neighbourhood and entertain a certain
amount--"
"I should only be a handicap to Hilda," she interrupted.
Do you know, I thought that _dear_ of her... It is the Lancashire
"burr", is it not? She had that--not disagreeably, but it was there.
And her directness, never rounding the edge of anything she said...
The girl, you will find, has been polished without being made
genteel. If you catch them young, a good school ... or a governess
whose ear has been trained to detect and suppress those tell-tale
oddities of speech... But you don't often find a mother with the
wisdom to recognize that and keep herself out of sight...
"I don't know _what_ to recommend," I said. "It would be no kindness
to ask her to stay here. I am a dull old woman; there are no girls
to keep her company; and my husband and I have long found that, in
entertaining, it is useless to compete with those who think in pounds
when we are forced to think in pennies."
"I should like Hilda to enjoy herself," said Mrs. Surdan. "If some
one entertained on her behalf... I should like her to be given a
ball, for instance... But, of course, it wouldn't be fair to ask
_you_."
"It wouldn't be fair on Hilda," I said.
"May Hilda's parents not judge of that?," she asked.
A woman with a quite _conquering_ smile... I wish you had met her.
It was really like a struggle not to be first through the door...
"If Hilda would _care_ to come," I said at length, "as my _guest_..."
"I can never thank you enough," said Mrs. Surdan. "She is very
tractable. Young, of course... And inexperienced about money..."
The best method of control, she thought, would be for me to suggest a
sum which would cover all her expenses of every kind and for her
husband to pay that into my account... "Hilda's pocket-money," we
agreed to call it...
It seemed an admirable arrangement, but then Mrs. Surdan has the
_practical_ brain of a man in some ways...
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