The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
I took Arthur completely into my confidence...
Will...
I had great difficulty in deciding on the right method of approach
with Will. State the bald fact that the girl was coming--irrevocably
and without appeal; Will might have taken a dislike to her and made
my already difficult task harder. Make any mystery about it, and she
might have become the fruit of the one forbidden tree, as it were, a
sort of morbid craving. And that was the last thing I wanted... In
the end I told him frankly: she was young, pretty and the only child
of very rich parents who wanted to launch her on "the great world",
as the literary people call it...
"And I expect you to help me," I told Will. "I don't _know_ the
young men of the present day."
"I must have a look at her before I wish her on to any of my
friends," said Will, not very encouragingly.
You know, there are some people who feel they owe themselves a
grumble... As soon as Hilda arrived, Will behaved charmingly. You
have seen her about in London, I expect? Oh, well, she is _really_
pretty: small, exquisitely finished, with that
"look-you-straight-in-the-eyes" air which so many girls seem to have
acquired during the war. I felt--_pace_ her mother--that she was
thoroughly well able to take care of herself. Except, perhaps, in
dress. The first night she came down in a frock which hardly reached
her knees and seemed to stop short at the waist--bare arms, bare
shoulders, bare back; I was quite shocked for a moment when Will came
into the drawing-room without knocking... However, so long as it did
not set him against her... You see, I was simply not equal to taking
her out to daily luncheons, dinners, plays, dances; inevitably a good
deal devolved on Will, but he was truly sweet about it... Seeing how
_répandu_ he is...
At the same time, I was in a difficult position, for, while I never
_dreamed_ he would look at her as a wife, I should have liked him to
establish some sort of claim on the girl's father; and, if Will did
not marry her, I was not doing much to help the Surdan fortunes. You
know what men are! So long as Will was considered her natural
protector, the others kept away for fear of "poaching", as it were.
I felt it was a pity for them to be about together so much. I'm not
ashamed to call myself old-fashioned... And these garish new
restaurants and poor Hilda's "uniform undress", as Will rather
wittily expressed it, made them very conspicuous...
The girl felt it, too. One day, when he'd devoted half the night to
looking after her at a ball, she came to me--in real trouble, I
thought--, and we had a serious talk. I told her that, if _she_ had
not spoken, I _should_ have; Will was devoting himself to her so
good-naturedly that he was neglecting his own prospects and doing
nothing to secure an appointment.
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