The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
I telegraphed as soon as the office opened. Mr. Surdan is a man of
business, and the appointment was settled before night. Next day I
went up to help find the boy a comfortable home. Don't be shocked
now! I am simply echoing Will when I say: "Morecambe is a
_God-forsaken_ place." _Rooms_ were out of the question, because he
must have _some_ one to look after him. I was recommended to a
worthy old clergyman, when everything else failed; and, though Will
protested beforehand, he resigned himself when we reached the house.
Just the father, the mother and two daughters, who seemed quite
fluttered on meeting Will and hearing who he was. _Quite_ pretty
girls in a "left-to-run-wild" way... Which I, personally, did not
mind. After a month of dear Hilda's nakedness it was a comfort to
drop into a world where you saw more clothes than _jeune fille_...
Oh, I don't think Will runs any risk from _them_; he _does_ realize
that love--in the homely old phrase--doesn't pay the butcher's book;
and, after that, one has only to school oneself not to fall in love
carelessly. But they will give him pleasant, bright companionship in
the long evenings...
When I returned to London, Hilda was in bed. An internal chill...
She wouldn't see a doctor, she said, as a few days' rest and warmth
were all that she needed. _I_ was not sorry to have a few days' rest
too. First Will and then Culroyd... I found my little visitor a
greater strain than I had anticipated... My "rest" was "nothing to
write home about", as Will used to say, for I found myself required
to cope with a lioness which had been robbed of its cub--Culroyd, I
mean. He came as usual expecting to see Hilda--and pretending he
_only_ wanted to see his poor old aunt! _And_ left the moment he had
swallowed his coffee! It's a good thing I'm not vain, isn't it?
Next day he came again... At first it was habit, I think; he had got
into the way of meeting this child every day. Then it became more
serious. If we are going to bless this union, I think we must also
bless Hilda's influenza. (It developed into that. And a nice time I
had! Responsible to her mother--and day after day the girl _refused_
to see a doctor.) These boys and girls go about together so freely
that there is little inducement to bring things to a head, as it
were. Goodness me, when I first met Arthur, he would have _liked_ to
go about with me everywhere, but my dear mother put her foot down
very firmly on _that_. And, when he found that it was almost
impossible for us to meet, Arthur suddenly discovered that I meant
more to him than he had suspected... So with Culroyd; history
repeating itself, so to say... Hilda was a _habit_; and, when the
habit was broken by influenza, she developed into a _need_. Culroyd
had never taken much trouble before, but now he called every
afternoon with flowers and wrote to her morning and evening. She was
quite bewildered. A very simple child...
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