The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
When she was well enough to sit up on a sofa, Culroyd fumed with
impatience to see her. He insisted on coming upstairs with me,
though I told him I wasn't at all sure... And so it proved: Hilda
said she _really_ wasn't equal to meeting any one. The next day she
was rather stronger, and I prevailed on her just to let him bring the
flowers into her room.
"Aunt Ann, will you leave us alone for one moment?," he asked.
"Really, Culroyd," I said....
Oh, I know it's done, but I was brought up in a different school.
All this popping in and out of young people's bedrooms...
"Please! I _beg_ you!," he said.
And then, before I knew where I was, he had kissed me on both cheeks,
tapped at the door and disappeared... I went to see about some vases
for the flowers; and, when I came back, he was on his knees by the
bed and Hilda was stroking his head. My old heart warmed... I am
not ashamed to confess it. A radiance that you see before young
people have time to become hard, worldly...
They announced it next day to Brackenbury, though I am sure Hilda was
imprudent to travel. Though I could not fairly be saddled with any
responsibility, I was a little nervous to see how he would take it;
every family has its scapegoat, and at the Hall they have so long
found it convenient to dignify me with that position...
"Were you surprised?," I asked.
"Well, yes," Brackenbury admitted. "It was commonly reported that
you were keeping Hilda up your sleeve for Will. People told me that
it was impossible to walk into a restaurant or theatre without
meeting them. You won't deny that you did rather throw them at each
other's heads?"
"Brackenbury," I said. "If any one thought it worth while to call me
a homicidal maniac, I doubt if I should bother to deny it... But are
you pleased?"
"Oh, yes," he said. "They seem quite happy; and that's all that
matters."
And I preferred to leave it at that. It is not a great match. Ruth,
of course, is delighted, because it supports her own conduct in
marrying Brackenbury....
Even Phyllida had a good word for me--which was so gratifying!
"I hope you're all as pleased as we are," she said, with a funny,
unsmiling expression. Almost antagonistic...
I noticed that she had Hilda's trick of looking you straight in the
eyes--a sort of challenge ... quite fearless ... and ready to change
in a moment to impudence.
"I am," I said. "Your uncle Arthur is away and has not been told
yet. Will is away too."
"What's Will doing?," she asked.
"He was offered a post at Morecambe," I told her. "Hilda's father
wanted some one of experience and position, who was used to handling
men--"
She seemed to find something to smile at in that.
"What does he get?," she interrupted.
This absorption in pounds, shillings and pence comes to them
_entirely_ from their poor mother...
"A thousand a year--to start on," I told her.
"And cheap at the price," said Phyllida.
I had to beg her to enlighten me.
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