The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
I forget whether any one was with us at the time, but this story
spread... At least, it wasn't a _story_; several people, knowing
nothing of the facts, had chosen to assume that a certain woman was a
widow; one man, equally knowing nothing, said that he did not know
whether she was a widow or not. Goodness me! Did it matter two pins
one way or the other, so far as we were concerned? I should have
been sorry to find out afterwards that there had been any kind of
scandal, because one had thrown one's mantle over the woman and given
an implied guarantee, as it were. That was why I _did_ attempt to
learn a little something from my diplomatic friends... But it is
hardly too much to say that a panic ensued among the "Bunnies" and
"Theos".
"They tell me," said Mr. "Bat" Shenstone, "that Mrs. Sawyer's husband
is still living."
"Oh?," I said. That phrase--"They tell me"--! It always puts me on
my guard.
I nearly told _him_ that, if he was only a _friend_ to her, it did
not matter whether she had a husband or not... I noticed that she
was "Mrs. Sawyer" now...
The stories that I met for the next few days were so fantastic that I
really think some one must have been deliberately making them up. At
one moment the husband was in a home for inebriates, at another he
was alive and well with a formidable revolver ready for any one who
became too "friendly" with his wife; at another he was supposed to be
in prison for actually shooting a man; then she was said to have
divorced him, then he was said to have divorced her. Finally I was
assured that she had never had a husband and was an adventuress who
had come to exploit London. The money, I was told, was a decoy, and
in reality there was no money; she had been left a few thousands by
some man with whom she had been living; and she was pouring it out
right and left in the hope of ensnaring some one else before it was
all spent.
I really did not know what I should be required to believe next.
"We must clear this up," said Will one night when we were all down at
the Hall.
"Which story in particular?," I asked.
"All of them," he answered very decisively; and at once. I'm not
thinking of _us_, but we can't afford to let Consuelo have these lies
circulating about her. Why don't you talk to her and find out the
truth?"
I am not ashamed to confess that I rather shrank from the prospect.
Mrs. Sawyer had always been so singularly uncommunicative that it
seemed impertinence to peer behind the veil. And the more so when
she was one's guest. I don't think I could have screwed up courage,
if Will's forethought had not shewn me the way; but I _did_ tell her
as gently and sweetly as I could that there was always a certain idle
curiosity about foreigners who came to live in England and that, in
her case, the curiosity was increased by her beauty and immediate
success. I coaxed her to tell me a little about her life...
"What do you want to know?," she asked.
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