The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
No, I assure you I was not thinking of any one in particular. The
feeling returns with the season and is quite general. One could find
particular applications, no doubt, very near at hand. Begin where
you will: my brother-in-law Spenworth... I wonder what we shall be
thinking of him in a year's time; divorced, remarried--and nobody one
penny the worse! I am not ashamed to confess that, when the word
"divorce" is mentioned, I am translated to another sphere... Groping
blindly among things I don't understand and don't _want_ to
understand... Say what you will, we were _not_ so lax a generation
ago; those who fell remained where they fell ... or climbed back with
effort, difficulty _and an acknowledgement of wrong-doing_. Not as
of right... The new Lady Spenworth I hardly know; she who marries a
man that has been put away... I have not refused to meet her, but
the opportunity has not come my way. Whether she will be able to
_hold_ him... Perhaps if she presents him with an heir ... though I
have had to change my views on _that_ subject, as you know. Oh, I
can speak about it now; and I shall never forget, when things were at
their blackest, it was _you_ who came to me with your divine
sympathy. I could tell you the whole story if you truly honestly
would not be bored; _your_ discretion has been proved... I have lost
the thread...
Ah, yes!--the family... My nephew Culroyd--and Hilda? I am humbly
thankful to say that there has been no catastrophe so far, though
when the first, honeymoon intoxication wears off... Long may it be
delayed, for they are the one bright spot in my poor brother
Brackenbury's life. That pathetic child Phyllida is still breaking
her heart over the cabman-colonel whom I, if you please, am supposed
to have set against her in order to keep her for my boy. Thank
goodness, she does not _know_ he is driving a cab! Breaking her
heart or pretending to. And I really think my brother encourages
her. He wouldn't send her _right_ away as I advised; and now he pats
her hand and looks worried when she comes down _boasting_ that she
hasn't slept. And Ruth does the same... I don't want to _bring_ bad
luck by talking about it; but I sometimes wonder how much longer
Brackenbury will put up with that--_invertebrate woman_; I sometimes
fear that the record of the year will shew that there, too, the blow
has fallen. We have seen to our cost that the most devoted husband
and father may sometimes go apparently quite mad... I feel that
Phyllida, with her youth and her looks and her money, is being so
shamefully _wasted_...
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