The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — CompleteRousseau, Jean-Jacques
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The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Rousseau, Jean-Jacques
Authors, French -- 18th century -- Biography; Rousseau, Jean-Jacques, 1712-1778
M. le Maitre, like most of his profession, loved good wine; at table he
was moderate, but when busy in his closet he must drink. His maid was so
well acquainted with this humor that no sooner had he prepared his
paper to compose, and taken his violoncello, than the bottle and glass
arrived, and was replenished from time to time: thus, without being ever
absolutely intoxicated, he was usually in a state of elevation. This
was really unfortunate, for he had a good heart, and was so playful that
Madam de Warens used to call him the kitten. Unhappily, he loved his
profession, labored much and drank proportionately, which injured his
health, and at length soured his temper. Sometimes he was gloomy and
easily offended, though incapable of rudeness, or giving offence to any
one, for never did he utter a harsh word, even to the boys of the choir:
on the other hand, he would not suffer another to offend him, which was
but just: the misfortune was, having little understanding, he did not
properly discriminate, and was often angry without cause.
The Chapter of Geneva, where so many princes and bishops formerly
thought it an honor to be seated, though in exile it lost its ancient
splendor, retained (without any diminution) its pride. To be admitted,
you must either be a gentleman or Doctor of Sorbonne. If there is
a pardonable pride, after that derived from personal merit, it is
doubtless that arising from birth, though, in general, priests having
laymen in their service treat them with sufficient haughtiness, and thus
the canons behaved to poor Le Maitre. The chanter, in particular, who
was called the Abbe de Vidonne, in other respects a well-behaved man,
but too full of his nobility, did not always show him the attention
his talents merited. M. le Maitre could not bear these indignities
patiently; and this year, during passion week, they had a more serious
dispute than ordinary. At an institution dinner that the bishop gave the
canons, and to which M. Maitre was always invited, the abbe failed in
some formality, adding, at the same time, some harsh words, which the
other could not digest; he instantly formed the resolution to quit them
the following night; nor could any consideration make him give up his
design, though Madam de Warens (whom he went to take leave of) spared
no pains to appease him. He could not relinquish the pleasure of leaving
his tyrants embarrassed for the Easter feast, at which time he knew they
stood in greatest need of him. He was most concerned about his
music, which he wished to take with him; but this could not easily be
accomplished, as it filled a large case, and was very heavy, and could
not be carried under the arm.
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