The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — CompleteRousseau, Jean-Jacques
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The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Rousseau, Jean-Jacques
Authors, French -- 18th century -- Biography; Rousseau, Jean-Jacques, 1712-1778
This success completed my infatuation; I saw nothing but M. Venture; he
almost made me forget even Madam de Warens. That I might profit more at
ease by his instructions and example, I proposed to share his lodgings,
to which he readily consented. It was at a shoemaker’s; a pleasant,
jovial fellow, who, in his county dialect, called his wife nothing but
trollop; an appellation which she certainly merited. Venture took care
to augment their differences, though under an appearance of doing
the direct contrary, throwing out in a distant manner, and provincial
accents, hints that produced the utmost effect, and furnished such
scenes as were sufficient to make any one die with laughter. Thus the
mornings passed without our thinking of them; at two or three o’clock
we took some refreshment. Venture then went to his various engagements,
where he supped, while I walked alone, meditating on his great merit,
coveting and admiring his rare talents, and cursing my own unlucky
stars, that did not call me to so happy a life. How little did I then
know of myself! mine had been a thousand times more delightful, had I
not been such a fool, or known better how to enjoy it.
Madam de Warens had taken no one with her but Anet: Merceret, the
chambermaid, whom I have before mentioned, still remained in the house.
Merceret was something older than myself, not pretty, but tolerably
agreeable; good-natured, free from malice, having no fault to my
knowledge but being a little refractory with her mistress. I often went
to see her; she was an old acquaintance, who recalled to my remembrance
one more beloved, and this made her dear to me. She had several friends,
and among others one Mademoiselle Giraud, a Genevese, who, for the
punishment of my sins, took it in her head to have an inclination for
me, always pressing Merceret, when she returned her visits, to bring
me with her. As I liked Merceret, I felt no disinclination to accompany
her; besides I met there with some young people whose company pleased
me. For Mademoiselle Giraud, who offered every kind of enticement,
nothing could increase the aversion I had for her. When she drew near
me, with her dried black snout, smeared with Spanish snuff, it was with
the utmost difficulty that I could refrain from expressing my distaste;
but, being pleased with her visitors, I took patience. Among these
were two girls who (either to pay their court to Mademoiselle Giraud or
myself) paid me every possible attention. I conceived this to be only
friendship; but have since thought it depended only on myself to have
discovered something more, though I did not even think of it at the
time.
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