The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — CompleteRousseau, Jean-Jacques
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The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Rousseau, Jean-Jacques
Authors, French -- 18th century -- Biography; Rousseau, Jean-Jacques, 1712-1778
Walking along these beautiful banks, on my way to Vevay, I gave myself
up to the soft melancholy; my heart rushed with ardor into a thousand
innocent felicities; melting to tenderness, I sighed and wept like a
child. How often, stopping to weep more at my ease, and seated on a
large stone, did I amuse myself with seeing my tears drop into the
water.
On my arrival at Vevay, I lodged at the Key, and during the two days
I remained there, without any acquaintance, conceived a love for that
city, which has followed me through all my travels, and was finally the
cause that I fixed on this spot, in the novel I afterwards wrote, for
the residence of my hero and heroines. I would say to any one who has
taste and feeling, go to Vevay, visit the surrounding country, examine
the prospects, go on the lake and then say, whether nature has not
designed this country for a Julia, a Clara, and a St. Preux; but do not
seek them there. I now return to my story.
Giving myself out for a Catholic, I followed without mystery or scruple
the religion I had embraced. On a Sunday, if the weather was fine, I
went to hear mass at Assans, a place two leagues distant from Lausanne,
and generally in company with other Catholics, particularly a Parisian
embroiderer, whose name I have forgotten. Not such a Parisian as myself,
but a real native of Paris, an arch-Parisian from his maker, yet honest
as a peasant. He loved his country so well, that he would not doubt my
being his countryman, for fear he should not have so much occasion to
speak of it. The lieutenant-governor, M. de Crouzas, had a gardener, who
was likewise from Paris, but not so complaisant; he thought the glory
of his country concerned, when any one claimed that honor who was not
really entitled to it; he put questions to me, therefore, with an air
and tone, as if certain to detect me in a falsehood, and once, smiling
malignantly, asked what was remarkable in the ‘Marcheneuf’? It may be
supposed I asked the question; but I have since passed twenty years at
Paris, and certainly know that city, yet was the same question repeated
at this day, I should be equally embarrassed to answer it, and from this
embarrassment it might be concluded I had never been there: thus,
even when we meet with truths, we are subject to build our opinions on
circumstances, which may easily deceive us.
I formed no ideas, while at Lausanne, that were worth recollecting,
nor can I say exactly how long I remained there; I only know that not
finding sufficient to subsist on, I went from thence to Neuchatel, where
I passed the winter. Here I succeeded better, I got some scholars, and
saved enough to pay my good friend Perrotet, who had faithfully sent my
baggage, though at that time I was considerably in his debt.
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