The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — CompleteRousseau, Jean-Jacques
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The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Rousseau, Jean-Jacques
Authors, French -- 18th century -- Biography; Rousseau, Jean-Jacques, 1712-1778
Being reduced to pass my nights in the streets, may certainly be
called suffering, and this was several times the case at Lyons, having
preferred buying bread with the few pence I had remaining, to bestowing
them on a lodging; as I was convinced there was less danger of dying for
want of sleep than of hunger. What is astonishing, while in this
unhappy situation, I took no care for the future, was neither uneasy nor
melancholy, but patiently waited an answer to Mademoiselle du Chatelet’s
letter, and lying in the open air, stretched on the earth, or on a
bench, slept as soundly as if reposing on a bed of roses. I remember,
particularly, to have passed a most delightful night at some distance
from the city, in a road which had the Rhone, or Soane, I cannot
recollect which, on the one side, and a range of raised gardens, with
terraces, on the other. It had been a very hot day, the evening was
delightful, the dew moistened the fading grass, no wind was stirring,
the air was fresh without chillness, the setting sun had tinged the
clouds with a beautiful crimson, which was again reflected by the water,
and the trees that bordered the terrace were filled with nightingales
who were continually answering each other’s songs. I walked along in a
kind of ecstasy, giving up my heart and senses to the enjoyment of so
many delights, and sighing only from a regret of enjoying them alone.
Absorbed in this pleasing reverie, I lengthened my walk till it grew
very late, without perceiving I was tired; at length, however, I
discovered it, and threw myself on the step of a kind of niche, or false
door, in the terrace wall. How charming was the couch! the trees formed
a stately canopy, a nightingale sat directly over me, and with his soft
notes lulled me to rest: how pleasing my repose; my awaking more so. It
was broad day; on opening my eyes I saw the water, the verdure, and
the admirable landscape before me. I arose, shook off the remains
of drowsiness, and finding I was hungry, retook the way to the city,
resolving, with inexpressible gayety, to spend the two pieces of six
francs I had yet remaining in a good breakfast. I found myself so
cheerful that I went all the way singing; I even remember I sang a
cantata of Batistin’s called the Baths of Thomery, which I knew by
heart. May a blessing light on the good Batistin and his good cantata,
which procured me a better breakfast than I had expected, and a still
better dinner which I did not expect at all! In the midst of my singing,
I heard some one behind me, and turning round perceived an Antonine, who
followed after and seemed to listen with pleasure to my song. At length
accosting me, he asked, If I understood music. I answered, “A little,”
but in a manner to have it understood I knew a great deal, and as he
continued questioning of me, related a part of my story. He asked me,
If I had ever copied music? I replied, “Often,” which was true: I had
learned most by copying. “Well,” continued he, “come with me, I can
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