The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — CompleteRousseau, Jean-Jacques
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The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Rousseau, Jean-Jacques
Authors, French -- 18th century -- Biography; Rousseau, Jean-Jacques, 1712-1778
This step, ridiculous as it may appear, procured me a kind of
consideration, which I found extremely useful. Some supposed I had
resources which I did not possess; others, seeing me totally given up to
music, judged of my abilities by the sacrifice I had made, and concluded
that with such a passion for the art, I must possess it in a superior
degree. In a nation of blind men, those with one eye are kings. I passed
here for an excellent master, because all the rest were very bad ones.
Possessing taste in singing, and being favored by my age and figure, I
soon procured more scholars than were sufficient to compensate for the
losses of my secretary’s pay. It is certain, that had it been reasonable
to consider the pleasure of my situation only, it was impossible to pass
more speedily from one extreme to the other. At our measuring, I was
confined eight hours in the day to the most unentertaining employment,
with yet more disagreeable company. Shut up in a melancholy
counting-house, empoisoned by the smell and respiration of a number of
clowns, the major part of whom were ill-combed and very dirty, what with
attention, bad air, constraint and weariness, I was sometimes so far
overcome as to occasion a vertigo. Instead of this, behold me admitted
into the fashionable world, sought after in the first houses, and
everywhere received with an air of satisfaction; amiable and gay young
ladies awaiting my arrival, and welcoming me with pleasure; I see
nothing but charming objects, smell nothing but roses and orange
flowers; singing, chatting, laughter, and amusements, perpetually
succeed each other. It must be allowed, that reckoning all these
advantages, no hesitation was necessary in the choice; in fact, I was
so content with mine, that I never once repented it; nor do I even now,
when, free from the irrational motives that influenced me at that time,
I weigh in the scale of reason every action of my life.
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