The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — CompleteRousseau, Jean-Jacques
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The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Rousseau, Jean-Jacques
Authors, French -- 18th century -- Biography; Rousseau, Jean-Jacques, 1712-1778
Happy should I have been, if, when in the most disinterested manner I
did all the service I could, I had known how to introduce sufficient
order into all these little details, that I might not have served others
at my own expense. But in employments similar to that I held, in which
the most trifling faults are of consequence, my whole attention was
engaged in avoiding all such mistakes as might be detrimental to my
service. I conducted, till the last moment, everything relative to my
immediate duty, with the greatest order and exactness. Excepting a few
errors which a forced precipitation made me commit in ciphering, and of
which the clerks of M. Amelot once complained, neither the ambassador
nor any other person had ever the least reason to reproach me with
negligence in any one of my functions. This is remarkable in a man so
negligent as I am. But my memory sometimes failed me, and I was not
sufficiently careful in the private affairs with which I was charged;
however, a love of justice always made me take the loss on myself, and
this voluntarily, before anybody thought of complaining. I will mention
but one circumstance of this nature; it relates to my departure from
Venice, and I afterwards felt the effects of it in Paris.
Our cook, whose name was Rousselot, had brought from France an old
note for two hundred livres, which a hairdresser, a friend of his, had
received from a noble Venetian of the name of Zanetto Nani, who had had
wigs of him to that amount. Rousselot brought me the note, begging
I would endeavor to obtain payment of some part of it, by way of
accommodation. I knew, and he knew it also, that the constant custom of
noble Venetians was, when once returned to their country, never to pay
the debts they had contracted abroad. When means are taken to force them
to payment, the wretched creditor finds so many delays, and incurs such
enormous expenses, that he becomes disgusted and concludes by giving up
his debtor accepting the most trifling composition. I begged M. le Blond
to speak to Zanetto. The Venetian acknowledged the note, but did not
agree to payment. After a long dispute he at length promised three
sequins; but when Le Blond carried him the note even these were not
ready, and it was necessary to wait. In this interval happened my
quarrel with the ambassador and I quitted his service. I had left the
papers of the embassy in the greatest order, but the note of Rousselot
was not to be found. M. le Blond assured me he had given it me back. I
knew him to be too honest a man to have the least doubt of the matter;
but it was impossible for me to recollect what I had done with it. As
Zanetto had acknowledged the debt, I desired M. le Blond to endeavor
to obtain from him the three sequins on giving him a receipt for the
amount, or to prevail upon him to renew the note by way of duplicate.
Zanetto, knowing the note to be lost, would not agree to either. I
offered Rousselot the three sequins from my own purse, as a discharge of
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