The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — CompleteRousseau, Jean-Jacques
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The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Rousseau, Jean-Jacques
Authors, French -- 18th century -- Biography; Rousseau, Jean-Jacques, 1712-1778
deserved it, and I from as singular a folly consented to remove her
doubts. I returned to the palace so fully persuaded that I should feel
the consequences of this step, that the first thing I did was to send
for the king’s surgeon to ask him for ptisans. Nothing can equal
the uneasiness of mind I suffered for three weeks, without its being
justified by any real inconvenience or apparent sign. I could not
believe it was possible to withdraw with impunity from the arms of the
‘padoana’. The surgeon himself had the greatest difficulty in removing
my apprehensions; nor could he do this by any other means than by
persuading me I was formed in such a manner as not to be easily
infected: and although in the experiment I exposed myself less than
any other man would have done, my health in that respect never having
suffered the least inconvenience, in my opinion a proof the surgeon was
right. However, this has never made me imprudent, and if in fact I have
received such an advantage from nature I can safely assert I have never
abused it.
My second adventure, although likewise with a common girl, was of a
nature very different, as well in its origin as in its effects; I have
already said that Captain Olivet gave me a dinner on board his vessel,
and that I took with me the secretary of the Spanish embassy. I expected
a salute of cannon.
The ship’s company was drawn up to receive us, but not so much as a
priming was burnt, at which I was mortified, on account of Carrio, whom
I perceived to be rather piqued at the neglect. A salute of cannon was
given on board merchant-ships to people of less consequence than we
were; I besides thought I deserved some distinguished mark of respect
from the captain. I could not conceal my thoughts, because this at all
times was impossible to me, and although the dinner was a very good one,
and Olivet did the honors of it perfectly well, I began it in an ill
humor, eating but little, and speaking still less. At the first health,
at least, I expected a volley; nothing. Carrio, who read what passed
within, me, laughed at hearing me grumble like a child. Before dinner
was half over I saw a gondola approach the vessel. “Bless me, sir,” said
the captain, “take care of yourself, the enemy approaches.” I asked him
what he meant, and he answered jocosely. The gondola made the ship’s
side, and I observed a gay young damsel come on board very lightly, and
coquettishly dressed, and who at three steps was in the cabin, seated by
my side, before I had time to perceive a cover was laid for her. She was
equally charming and lively, a brunette, not more than twenty years of
age. She spoke nothing but Italian, and her accent alone was sufficient
to turn my head. As she ate and chattered she cast her eyes upon me;
steadfastly looked at me for a moment, and then exclaimed, “Good Virgin!
Ah, my dear Bremond, what an age it is since I saw thee!” Then she threw
herself into my arms, sealed her lips to mine, and pressed me almost
to strangling.
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