The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — CompleteRousseau, Jean-Jacques
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The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Rousseau, Jean-Jacques
Authors, French -- 18th century -- Biography; Rousseau, Jean-Jacques, 1712-1778
There were at Turin several new converts of my own stamp, whom I neither
liked nor wish to see; but I had met with some Genevese who were not of
this description, and among others a M. Mussard, nicknamed Wryneck,
a miniature painter, and a distant relation. This M. Mussard, having
learned my situation at the Count de Gauvon’s, came to see me, with
another Genevese, named Bacle, who had been my comrade during my
apprenticeship. This Bacle was a very sprightly, amusing young fellow,
full of lively sallies, which at his time of life appeared extremely
agreeable. At once, then, behold me delighted with M. Bacle; charmed to
such a degree that I found it impossible to quit him. He was shortly to
depart for Geneva; what a loss had I to sustain! I felt the whole force
of it, and resolving to make the best use of this precious interval,
I determined not to leave him, or, rather, he never quitted me, for
my head was not yet sufficiently turned to think of quitting the house
without leave, but it was soon perceived that he engrossed my whole
time, and he was accordingly forbid the house. This so incensed me, that
forgetting everything but my friend Bacle, I went neither to the
abbe nor the count, and was no longer to be found at home. I paid no
attention to repeated reprimands, and at length was threatened with
dismissal. This threat was my ruin, as it suggested the idea that it
was not absolutely necessary that Bacle should depart alone. From
that moment I could think of no other pleasure, no other situation or
happiness than taking this journey. To render the felicity still more
complete, at the end of it (though at an immense distance) I pictured to
myself Madam de Warens; for as to returning to Geneva, it never entered
into my imagination. The hills, fields, brooks and villages, incessantly
succeeded each other with new charms, and this delightful jaunt seemed
worthy to absorb my whole existence. Memory recalled, with inexpressible
pleasure, how charming the country had appeared in coming to Turin; what
then must it be, when, to the pleasure of independence, should be added
the company of a good-humored comrade of my own age and disposition,
without any constraint or obligation, but free to go or stay as we
pleased? Would it not be madness to sacrifice the prospect of so much
felicity to projects of ambition, slow and difficult in their execution,
and uncertain in their event? But even supposing them realized, and in
their utmost splendor, they were not worth one quarter of an hour of the
sweet pleasure and liberty of youth.
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