"No; not too much." She still looked straight ahead. They were
walking very slowly. "You didn't understand. You'd been in my mind,
you see, all those years, so much more than I in yours. I hadn't
forgotten YOU. But to you I was really a stranger--"
"No, no!" he cried.
"Yes, I was," she said, gently but very quickly. "And I--I didn't want
you to fall in love with me at first sight. And yet--perhaps I did!
But I hadn't thought of things in that way. I had just the same
feeling for you that I always had--always! I had never cared so much
for any one else, and it seemed to me the most necessary thing in my
life to come back to that old companionship-- Don't you remember--it
used to trouble you so when I would take your hand? I think I loved
your being a little rough with me. And once, when I saw how you had
been hurt, that day you ran away--"
"Ariel!" he gasped, helplessly.
"Have you forgotten?"
He gathered himself together with all his will. "I want to prove to
you," he said, resolutely, "that the dear kindness of you isn't thrown
away on me; I want you to know what I began to say: that it's all right
with me; and I think Ladew--" He stopped again. "Ah! I've seen how
much he cares for you--"
"Have you?"
"Ariel," he said, "that isn't fair to me, if you trust me. You could
not have helped seeing--"
"But I have not seen it," she interrupted, with great calmness. After
having said this, she finished truthfully: "If he did, I would never
let him tell me. I like him too much."
"You mean you're not going to--"
Suddenly she turned to him. "NO!" she said, with a depth of anger he
had not heard in her voice since that long-ago winter day when she
struck Eugene Bantry with her clenched fist. She swept over him a
blinding look of reproach. "How could I?"
And there, upon the steps of the church, in the sudden, dazzling vision
of her love, fell the burden of him who had made his sorrowful
pilgrimage across Main Street bridge that morning.
A manifold rustling followed them as they went down the aisle, and the
sibilance of many whisperings; but Joe was not conscious of that, as he
took his place in Ariel's pew beside her. For him there was only the
presence of divinity; the church was filled with it.
They rose to sing:
"Ancient of days, Who sittest, throned in glory,
To Thee all knees are bent, all voices pray;
Thy love has blest the wide world's wondrous story
With light and life since Eden's dawning day."
And then, as they knelt to pray, there were the white heads of the
three old friends of Eskew Arp; and beyond was the silver hair of
Martin Pike, who knelt beside his daughter. Joe felt that people
should be very kind to the Judge.
The sun, so eager without, came temperately through the windows, where
stood angels and saints in gentle colors, and the face of the young
minister in this quiet light was like the faces in the windows....
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